u/SubstantialDrop338

Hey everyone I’m a 21 year old M. I wrestled throughout high school winning a few tournaments and qualifying for the state tournament in Jersey . I also trained jiujitsu for fun in highschool and a bit of judo. After graduation I joined the Army Reserves and currently am in college full time as well, whilst trying to run a business. I really miss the excitement I once had from grappling/bjj but no longer feel the same way that I once did. I tried everything from different gyms, to forced sessions but I’m starting to despise what I once loved. I still lift weights and go for runs but it’s not the same. I feel like I’ve lost my spark. Any advice would help.