I had everything going for me, scored 99.8% in 10th supportive parents, clear goals but still ended up with 76% in 12th and 85 percentile in JEE, and I honestly don’t know how I fell this badly
I came to Reddit to cope with everything but I feel like I’ve just been wasting time instead.
I got 99.8% in 10th, then dropped to 76% in 12th. On top of that, I was a JEE aspirant and ended up with 85 percentile. It honestly feels like the worst that could’ve happened.
I never thought I would fall this badly.
The thing is, I even had supportive parents. They never pressured me too much, and that somehow makes me feel worse like I had everything I needed and still couldn’t do it.
I keep thinking about how things went so wrong. I had expectations, my family had expectations and now I just feel stuck between regret and overthinking.
I thought scrolling Reddit would help me cope but deep down I know I’m just avoiding reality at this point.
Posting this across study-related communities in hopes someone can guide me.