u/Sumaya4101

hey guys .. so I'm new here and not sure if this will be posted but genuinely I'd like to know AITH in this situation. So my girl well ex girl she cheated on me with someone else first time she's done it (i hope) we shared over a decade of our lives together neither one of us have really made it in life to where we would like to be although she recently got a promotion at work which i was so happy for i spent my last few dollars to take her out to celebrate not knowing her work bae already went above and beyond for her in that sense. So anyway I also not so recently lost my job and I've been struggling like really struggling to a point where she threw me out of the place we bought together . now I'm not the type of person who wants to involve a court or police to try to get my share of it back i mean she's done so much for me and supported me financially for months while i was trying to find work and at the end of the day i just really can't get myself to stop loving her so i don't want to do anything to hurt her or make the break up messy you know. but now I'm close to being homeless and I've asked her to just help me out with $200 since she's keeping the place and everything inside of it which at the time i was working i actually made more money then her so bought almost everything but now she ran to her new bae talking about i have a nerve to still be asking her for money after she helped me while i wasn't working etc etc which became a whole talk around town and as someone who has anxiety and is already depressed because of how hard it has been to find work plus the heartbreak of the breakup it just got me to the tipping point. I won't lie I actually tried to unalive myself but by the grace of god i survived and was given a second chance so i am trying my best to live a better life but now with me being close to being homeless i really need that $200 and the only way i can think of is to take her to court and have her pay me out for the property we bought together but i don't think it would be the godly thing to do and again i just don't want to make things more messy then what they need to be so wibta and does anyone have any advice as to other options, loans won't work cause I'm unemployed and i don't want to be the type of person to run up credit i know i can't pay