u/Super_Tomatillo2830

Yesterday morning I decided to meditate on this subject.

I began by viewing my present moment mentally, and rewinding the day to the best of my ability, and when I reached this morning it hit me just how long this would actually take, so instead I just went through major life moments and beats until I reached my birth.

And then, in the center of my forehead I felt a sudden warmth that spilled out onto my hands, which were pressed against my forehead.

And despite my eyes being closed the entire time, it was as if I was looked through lidded eyes struggling to stay open, and faintly in front of me I could see robed figures.

Update:

Meditated again.

uhh...things started happening almost immediately.

the bright outline of a circle

a rising...sun, I think?

a church cross

a figure of white light with...I think it had wings

and just more white light

Last night I meditated on Lucifer.

For context, in the past I've felt strong connections to Lucifer, hell, my friends call me 'Joseifer'.

So, of course, I would ask 'I know we have a connection, but what specifically are we?'.

It is here I would feel a presence watching me, and tapping on the bunk bed above me. I felt fear, but pushed it aside and kept going.

I asked 'What are you, and what do you want?'

In my closed eyes' vision did a Leviathan-type of creature's face appear.

I saw it and felt boredom.

Then, I asked 'Alright, why are you hear and what are you TRULY, if not the Leviathan creature?'

In my closed eyes' vision I got eyes and rainbow triangles shattering apart from each other.

I asked 'Do you want to show me anything else?'

In my closed eyes' vision was a sudden, bright flash of white light.

I could feel him lingering afterwards until I went to bed, I woke up and he's gone.

Edit:

Meditated again.

I think bro showed me a little bit of his face. his skin is white, and his eye lids are purple. he looks somewhat human, but his eyes are like...on the sides of his head, with no sockets

two flowers blooming

my body felt tense, and there a little hint of pain in my right left, near the foot, like it was being stabbed, or, more accurately, pricked

but there was largely nothing

I feel like i'm being claimed. like my soul/heart is being wrapped into something snug

its like a pressure in my chest, a little overwhelming, but not hurting or suffocating