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Hello everyone,
I’m making this post because for the past couple days I have been feeling out of place. I don’t know how to describe it, but it feels like things are kinda sad.

The day before Mami’s feast day, I had a really bad panic attack to the point where I dissociated. I haven’t done that since I was a teen, so that threw me for a loop. Since then, things have felt off.

Last night, I had this sensation like Mami’s feeling down or sad. I’m not sure how to describe it, but it felt like she needed a mom herself, so I told her to let me be her mommy for just a minute, I acted like I was holding her as a baby in my arms, and I sang her a lullaby.

I’ve been trying to figure out why things feel this way. I’ve been trying to figure out it’s not me accidentally projecting myself onto her, but so far I’ve been doing pretty good, however since my panic attack, I’ve been trying to take it easy with myself since I haven’t had anything like that happen in a very long time, so I’m taking care of myself.

Has anyone felt like this before? How would I navigate this?

Hello everyone, so I’m in the middle of a novena of abundance that Mami has asked me to do. This is the first novena I’ve ever done, so I’m making sure to do things right to the best of my ability. Since I’ve started my novena, I’ve been having dreams related to what I prayed for that day. They’re all a little weird and sometimes I’m not actually “me” and by that I mean my race/ethnicity, looks, and location change.

Since this is my first novena, I’m not sure how I should be dealing with these dreams or if I have to deal with them at all. The 4th day of the novena gave me the most uncomfortable dream, but the dreams themselves don’t scare me.

Normally I forget my dreams, but I’ve remembered each dream so far, even if it’s just a little bit of detail.

If anyone can give me some guidance on what to do, I would 100% appreciate it. I’m not asking for the dreams to stop, if I’m having them it’s for a reason. I’m reflecting on them a bit to understand why I’m receiving them.

Thank you for your help in advance :)

I know this sounds like a weird question, but I just love her so much I wanna be all up in her space. How do I moderate?

Would like to confirm please. I listen to a different music and blues is not on my roster, but the other day I was watching Sinners and when the character Preacher Boy started singing, I got goosebumps all over my body and literally felt like the crown of my head was opening up.

Idk how to describe it, but like that sensation happens when I’m spiritually opening up or sense energy/spirits. It lasted for a while, like 2-3 minutes after the character stopped singing.

It had me wondering if maybe Mami likes blues music. I’ve listened to it before, but it’s never caught my attention. I’m playing Blues for her in case she does.