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20+ years on a Lilith Descendant line - my experience

I'll preface with the fact that 20 years is a long time with so many different personal life events and different astrological transits happening over such a long duration, along with personal growth and expansion. I have lived on this line during my teens, 20s and now into my early 30s. I dont want to focus on the major events of my life but more so the overall vibe and feelings I have had on this line. I am fairly new to Astrocartography and have been fascinated by it and studying it for over a year.

Lilith itself is interesting on its own with its mythology, as well as being an asteroid AND a point on the moon(Black Moon Lilith) my focus is on the latter as that seems to be what the websites I use have calculated. Lilith in my Natal chart is in the 7th house in the sign of Pisces. It also shares the vertex and part of fortune as well as Venus in Aries in the upper part due to me using the Placidius chart.

I have lived on and been to various points along the Lilith Descendant line, mostly within under a 100km radius of the line, looking back, the closer I have been to it, the more volatile the experience has been which I will detail later in some examples. The 7th house and descendant from what I understand govern everything from one on one intimate relationships, business, public interactions with others, etc. I will focus on my experiences within these areas as it is whats relevant.

Intimate relationships: Not good. The opportunities and circumstances were always lacking which led to much frustration in my youth. Ive never experienced a relationship, never dated or been in one. Yes, a lot of that goes beyond Astrocartography itself as to the reason why, but its just never happened here(it has however happened in places away from this line) what has happened sporadically over the years were brief drunken hook ups in the moment. I tried to maintain those brief encounters but the spark fades as quickly as it happens. Usually the morning after.

Friendships: Have been okay? I maintain some contact with friends from school but a lot have fallen off too. The friendships I have made outside of school have been with the oddballs, usually older than myself. Outcasts, misfits and people with personal issues/mental instability seem drawn to me and easier to get along with than the well put together people which is a really strange dynamic looking back on.

Buisness/employment?: Very bad. From years of unemployment to getting jobs where I have been ripped off with money and treated like dirt. Normally I have moved away for work but the jobs/work/business I have had in this area have been generally shitty and frustrating. One example, I did a few days cash in hand manual labor work for a guy. He treated me like absolute shit and took over 2 months to pay me $500. Naively I asked this same person to be a referral for another job I was going for as I needed one to get the job in the first place. Of course he put a bad word in for me and I never got the job. A more egregious personal example but it gives you an idea.

Public/The other: It varies but generally the feeling has been one of ostracism and not being understood or just being invisible. Again, so many variables to this one. Where I live now, the furtherest from this line, its not so bad. But a few years ago before I knew what Astrocartography was, I was on a day trip in a city that is virtually on top of this line and I was assaulted and humiliated in public which is a very shitty feeling and has happened more than once over the years in different settings and circumstances. Speaking of the other, as mentioned previously I get along really well with the other. That includes people of some foreign backgrounds and marginalised groups I have noticed.

I really dont know what else to add or cover. I have had a rough time here and am doing everything I can to get out and escape for good. Luckily I am working and things are good on that front which I feel blessed. Speaking of the job, its working with and helping marginalised and vulnerable people, what a coincidence! Another note I will add is I have always a dislike of this geographic area well before Astrocartography and have always wanted to escape it but usually ending up back here. As if some deeper part of me knew it was not the ideal place to be?

I have lived and worked on other planetary lines such as my Sun and Saturn Descendant(both those are conjunct in the sixth house in the sign of capricorn for me) and that was quite the experience which I may make a post about in the future. Never before have I worked full time, making the most money I ever have in my adult life doing back breaking, monotonous work whilst couch surfing. Apart from the eventual burnout, general instability and mental breakdown, it was far more enjoyable and exhilarating than my time on the Lilith Descendant line which feels like a slow death.

Depending on your personal Natal chart, I highly recommend avoiding the Lilith Descendant line as a place to live and going forward with my own life, I will be avoiding other places in the world where it passes through such as the IC or MC for example. If there are any further questions or you have something to add, please feel free to do so and thank you for reading.

Tl:dr Lilith Descendant line is shit. Avoid it.

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