Rejected
Just wanted to vent, I feel like I can't fully express it to my family. I had went in for an observation back at the beginning of April, I fell in love with the job. My whole life I've struggled to find a career that I was passionate about, I've bounced around so many times, this was the first thing that popped out at me as something I'd love. I passed the typing test, then they invited me to take the Criticall test, I studied so hard for it, harder than the few college classes I've taken. Then it moved on to the job suitability test, I was nervous but not as much as I was for the Criticall, cause its just my personality and information, and I know I could handle the job, right? Guess not. I got the rejection email saying they've moved onto other applicants, I emailed back asking what disqualified me, cause how the hell am I supposed to improve if I don't know what was wrong? But they can't tell me, and I can't reapply until next year.
I tried not to get my hopes up for this, simply because of how many hoops you have to go through. But when I went in for an observation they told me they were desperate and to definitely apply if I thought I'd like it, so I guess I was a little hopeful that maybe I'd have a better shot since they needed help. I've been rejected from countless jobs, but this one hurt the most, its almost been two weeks since I got rejected and I can't stop thinking about it. I think it just hurts worse that it was my personality that made them stop considering me. Sorry for the rant, I've been following this community for awhile, especially since I started the application process. I just wanted to say it to other people who might have gone through the same.