
Mālinivijayottara Tantra : 36 Tattvas - Part 4
And now we enter the five śuddha tattvas.
5: Śuddhavidyā: “I am I; This is This”
Although it initially sounds dualistic, it is not. There is an I and a This, however unity is still recognised. The five fingers (or the four fingers and your thumb) are genuinely distinguishable. Index ≠ little finger. Yet neither is something other than your body. Likewise: I am I.
This is This. Difference remains. Separation does not. Therefore, it is unity in difference, with the I-side and This-side balanced.
However, we can climb higher.
4: Īśvara: “THIS am I”
Instead of saying that all the universe is outside of you, Consciousness instead says: ‘THIS entire manifest universe is Myself,’ an emphasis on Idaṃ: ‘This.’ All this objectivity, all this manifestation, shines as Myself: Consciousness itself. Still there is something higher to climb towards.
3: Sadāśiva: 'I am THIS'
Notice the reversal. Isvara was This am I. Sadāśiva says I am this. The I predominates. Here it is the full consciousness itself. It is the ‘I’ but with the manifest faintly present as the consciousness.
1&2: Śiva-Śakti
They are both beyond description. Śiva is full of Cithashakti or the Power of Consciousness. Shiva is the pure 'I.’
Not I am X, a human, here, eternal, or not even I am the universe. All of these still have attachments to something called the ‘I.’
Shiva tattva is simply the pure luminous consciousness the AHAM.
Shakti is the manifestation which exists in its supreme dynamic potency. Shakti is the vimarśa, self-apprehending and freely manifesting power of the Consciousness that is Shiva. Shiva is the light.
It is different for a light to manifest and then to be aware.
Shakti is the power that makes the light aware it is even glowing. It is Shiva's very capacity and power to know, enjoy and manifest himself. There is absolute unity between Her, and the rest of the tattvas.
Paramasiva: This is the most Supreme Truth.
Even the Śiva-Śakti distinction disappears into the unsurpassable Reality. The light and the awareness of the light both dissolve into something, such that there is no distinction between the two, not even can we name these two as separate.