Does anyone else relate to this? feeling guilty because of free time
I used to hold 2 night shift jobs while doing full time uni and it burnt the fuck out of me. My grades were shit but I was still passing. My health however went to shit as I was going days on minimal sleep, pulling all nighters and binging coffee.
This year i decided to completely change everything and dropped both night shifts. I have a morning shift job now (its nothing special, maccas). I work wayyy less than I used to and have more time to do other stuff like gym, play games, cook, and try to find friends. Issue is sometimes i feel guilty, like i should be working instead. I find myself comparing my job, grades, progress in life to others i know and it kills the joy out of things because i feel like i need to be working or something. I know its a shitty habit. It kind of opened my eyes to myself that am not happy with anything maybe i should appreciate things more.
Anyone else relate to this?