u/Swirledme

This a relatively new fear for me, its mostly the fear of being trapped. The most recent flights I've had, I've felt panicked and anxious, sometimes nauseous, I can't eat so that makes me worse. But some flights I'm okay.

I'm flying to Phoenix from Newark tonight, we've been delayed about 3 hours because of storms, planes have been waiting for leave on the tarmac for hours. We might be boarding soon but we're going to join that line. I just feel so anxious and panicked. What if I get sick in the air from the nausea? And I woke up congested this morning from pollen allergies. I just don't know if I can do this, I just want to go home.

I'm just screaming into the void at this point, any nice words would be welcomed!