Overwhelmed by the attention
Ok so I’m 26F I’ve lost 65 lbs in the last 6 months (from 195 to 130) at 5’6 and my life completely changed. I’ve been fat my whole life and felt completely invisible (while I would maybe get the occasional you have a nice face even if you’re curvy)
II’m honestly and deeply disturbed/overwhelmed by all the attention I suddenly have. People at my job are nicer to me. I feel like I get away with things more easily. Men are treating me 1000x better. I swear people get out of their way to help me where like 4 months ago I was completely invisible and dismissed.
men that wouldn’t ever dreamed off asking me out (and like to nice dates and double texting me) (a part of me is still thinking its a a prank). I used to be the duff in my friend group and now Im the person in my friend group that has more attention than everyone else.
This is all I dreamed off and way more and still it’s not making me happy? I am 1000% not joking when I say that I’m deeply disturbed by this like I’m grateful but at the same time I’m the exact same person (and honestly I’m not more outgoing if anything I’m more shy because I’m not used to the attention) and also since it’s been a rapid weight lost in my head I’m still lowky fat.
I don’t even know why I’m posting this but I know my friends wouldn’t understand but I feel legit insulted by all the attention because I feel sad for the fat version but also it confirmed that I was ignored because of my weight.
Sorry for the spam but I’m 100% spiralling because I feel like I’m not myself anymore and they’re confusing me with another person I don’t know how to describe jt. I feel like I lost myself
Edits : typos