u/Tall_Description_459

Today, I feel super demotivated. My mother's stage 3c3 cancer treatment completed on March 13, 2026 and after seeing lot of side effects of radiation like inflammation and multiple sleepless nights we could see a hope, but 3 days ago my mother started experiencing something pricking in her neck, heavy heart, extreme nausea. We got endoscopy done which showed everything normal. The gastroenterologist said everything is ok but she is having continuous nausea. Previously, she was eating well. Now, they have put conditions on everything like don't eat citrus fruits, curd, etc. also, the medicines are also not working for her. I am a bit worried. The gastroenterologist mentioned to get pet scan earlier from scheduled date.

I feel so broken today seeing her like this. She is so exhausted from everything one after another. I am loosing hopes.

Idk if my story has a good ending......

I am a 17th July born completely ruled by Saturn. My life started with death of my father and then we faced constant financial burdens, no family support, aand my mom struggled alone to raise me. Though, I worked harder and today I am 23 like making pretty decent. I never took shortcuts even the luck factor never favoured me. Evrything i have today is through my hard work but I still feel like I am stuck emotionally and go through things which I cannot make other people understand. My mom was recently diagnosed with a chronic illness and I feel like why shanidev is testing me too much. Have I lot of karmic balances?