u/Tera_Raahi

So eh story a mere dost di.... Eh gall honi 1-1.5 saal purani.... Hoya ki k mere dost di ek kudi naal gal chalpi.... Oh nursing krdi si and mere dost vehla... Oh v sire da (bsc da admission bhrya si te ek paper v ni dita , hun dubara ba da bharya si... Ditta koi paper saale ne hun v ni 😂,so samjhlo keheji sheh honi).... So hoya ki oh os kudi nu impress krn lyi roj ohnu milan apni car te jaya kre and all .... And starbucks warea ch v lajaya kre... Eh sabh kuj chlya te oh relationship ch v agge ... Chlo enne ch kudi da bday aunda te maa de sher kudi nu iphone v gift kr dinda.... Chlo relationship agge chldi rhi ohne ohi apna strong lifestyle kudi nu dikona and all.... Fer koi gall hogi te ohna da ho gya breakup.... Te bas odon hi main ohnu phone la lya.... Othe oh roove ki main kudi lyi ah kita...Ah kita and all.... So menu oh saari gal dasan lag gya .... Te main swaad naal suni tbh 😂... So oh kr ki reha si oh apni vitt toh bahar ja k kudi nu impress krn lyi lifestyle dikha reha si jo ki ohda hai v ni si... Like starbucks and stuff... Chlo end te ohna di nhi bni and breakup ho gya...fer mere kol rove ki main ohte 1.5 lakh spend krta hun regret ho rha ye woh..... Ohdi galti menu eh laggi ki oh bas pretend krda reh gya ki main bohot ghaint a .... But shyd emotions kde mile hi ni si .... Ohde kol 10 kille jameen a... Menu bas eh samj ni ayi saala enna pesse lya kive reha si 😂😂.... Like kehda meri monthly spent 60-70 k si kudi naal .... At last ehi kehna pretend na kro.... Mere warga ghre gur ali chah peen ala v kise nu impress krn mara roj starbucks janda chahe oh coffee chngi v na lagdi hove ,par assi tan naaldi nu dikhona ....but kinak chir bnda pretend krlu ek din tan agli nu pta lag hi jana, ..... Fer ki krloge ,jive hegeo dasdo j agli / agla nu thode naal pyaar hoya koi way kadloge ,pretend krke tan agle nu dhokhe ch rakhna hi hoya....

So eh gall mere ek ristedaari cho brother di a..... It dates back 2016.....Ode father di 4-5 pehla d*th ho chuki si coz of kidney failure..... So ohdi family ch oh ohdi elder sister and mother reh gye si.... Ohdi life te ohna da bohot jyada control si as he was younger child....ohdi social life haini si like he never goes out of house and ghre hi rehda... Bohot rok tok v rehdi si ohnu like kide naal gall krni kihde naal nhi...... ohde kol ohdi mother sara din kehdi rehdi apne kol jameen ghat ae, ghar puraana apna , teri bhen da viah krn ala.... Es gall ne ohnu depression ch sitt ditta and oh kise kol eh gall kise naal ni kr skea ki ohde mann ch ki hai ki na .... Te 2016 di rakhdi wale din oh eh duniya shad gya .... Ohde kol sabh kuj si like he had 10 acers of land jihna di keemat ajj easily 7-8 crs honi (ajj te time te ehde half ch v log retirement plan kr lendea)but ohde dimag ch programming ehejhi krti ki ohne sabh kuj zero lagan te aukha lagan lag gya te end te ohne eh step chk lya at the age of around 20-21....

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Hun ohna kol pachtave de siva kuj ni..... Othe ohnu j shi way dikhaya hunda ajj easily 15-18 kille ban jande but negativity ne mere pra nu....... Oh bohot jyada sau shreef si shyd tahi oh family cho bahr ni nikl skya ja shyd ohnu koi way ni milya......

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Eh kuj mhine puriani gall ae from 22 march to 1-2 april.... Eh din si jdo meri bacheri bimar hoi si and she was admitted in GADVASU.... menu os time ek guilt si 21-22 march nu I was in Chandigarh at a pool party.... So 22 nu main sidha chd to pind ake ludhiane lyi chl gya si , raat de takreen 8-9 vj gye hone when I reached ldh.... Chlo othe gye bohot dar v lagge but ek hope v ki my filly will be fine coz edun utte kuj ni.... But for me it was toughest we were (mere naal mera ek cousin si) feeling 5 stages of emotions evey day.... Othe filly di sara din drip chalni and we were the one who moniter and change that , injections assi khud de rhe si at prescribed time... Othe 1-2 baar instance that eh v hoye ki docters ne medicine mangvai te pure LDH ch ni mili and I was the one roaming around .... Ldh mere lyi bilkul begana si it was the first time I went there.... Othe sara din madicine lyi te fer doctors piche pkai krni and raat nu kde shi neend v nseeb nhi hoi si... But jo v a interns othe de bohot nice si and some doc too.... othe kyi bndea naal jaanpchan v bngi jo ki saade wang aukhe si... Ohna cho ek si jaspal from ghode ala joda... Bohot nice bnda oho, ohne bohot help kiti saadi .... Othe ek baar banea parna sir te 3-4 din rehda si coz ek ek min keemti lagda si odon.... I have never washed a dish in my whole life othe menu khud de kapre v dhone pye kyoki jdo tusi sokhe huneo tahi hi log thode kol aundea jdo kita thonu lokkan di jrurat hove koi saala phone v ni krda... Kise saale ne ni keha ki je koi jrurat a sanu dassdi .meri family cho koi aa nhi skda si coz on same time ek hor emergency aa gyi si...(Hor v bohot kuj hoya je share kita tan bohot wadda ho jana). At end rabb ne saath dita ohdi problem diagnose hogi at the end day and now she's fine but medication chal rhia....

So kayi saal purani galla ae..... I was home alone.... Te mere gate te ek jogi a agya.... And he started demanding money.... Mere kol 10 da note si and main ohnu offer kita but he refused and 100 di demand krn lagya..... Main keha 100 mere kol heni but manya ni....fer mere kol 50 si main oh dete..... Sale ne farh v lya te kehda "SARDARA 100 DE NHI NI MAIN JANDA".... Pta ni kise saale ne menu manipulate kita and main mann v gya te ohnu 100 andro leyate..... Fer main keha ah 100 leja te menu 50 morde but sale ne dubara gallan ch pta ni kive leya ki oh 50 te 100 dove le gya and main kuj bol v ni skya.... I was like mentaly freezed at that time..... Thore time baad menu akal ayi ki saala, bna gya menu ,dene main 10 si saala 150 le gya..... Chlo os din jdo ghrdeya nu dasya gallan ohna ne v ditia ki tu wadda daani ban jana but yar saale ne pta ni kive manipulate kita i wasn't able to refuse.....

Kayi haftea baad oh saala fer aya te menu ohdi shakal yaad si.... Pehlan wangu aun saar 100 mangan la gya .... Es baar main ohnu sidha dhamki deti ki bnda bnke nikalja nhi saare gwaand ne chitrol krni...

Ostoh waadh ni oh kde sadi gali ch v dekhya.....

Hun jdo eh gall yaad krda hassi v aundia ki main kive ohdian gallan ch a gya si..... I think yar pesse j kise nu dene 10 toh wadh na dvo sggo j mangda roti Pani ja chah dedo oh theek rehda..... 100-150 naal banda nang tan ni ho janda par eh saale hunde harami ne ,pesse leke krde eh sare nasha hi ne,oh os saale nu v main keran theke te dekhya si......

Judge na kreo yar eh saale kr lendea bnde nu manipulate😂.......

So menu school Jana bilkul pasand ni si as you all know...so eh gall a mere 5th std di.... So main bohot din school ni gya si and school waleya ne mere ghrdea nu bula lya and main bhi naal gya. Othe hoi meri councelling and main ki kha main kyo ni aunda , koi khaas reason ni si bas i didn't like going to school.... So othe teacher pressurise krn and main ek teacher da naal leta , oh sanu maths teach krda si naam si ohda shyd gursewak singh.... And othe gall ek fit baith gi ki kuj din pehla osne saanu divison teach kiti si , as always I was absent but main ek pind di didi toh sikhli si .... But panga othe pe gya ohne keha si rough nb te saare questions multiple times solve kro but main kite ni si ..... And mere pegi si kutt + ek hor punishment bhi diti si (murga bhnaya si saale ne🥹,8-10 jaane si asi ,saale ne ek row hi bnati si).... And sadi vice ne dekh lya si te ohne hi sir nu keha si ki eh punishment ni deni and ohnu councelling kr rhi si so oh hogi pakki es gall te and sir nu bohot taadeya hona ohna ne.... Te jdo main agle din gya sir ne aun saar mere phull paate "ki waah kamm kro na te j punishment de diye tan parents nu sadhlo" (exact words yaad ni but kuj eheje hi si)ohnu lagda si ki main ghre shkayat kiti si ..... Fer sara saal jdo jdo v main koi bluder kita hona saale ne sida vice kol le jana and ek hor dikkat vice sadi van ch jandi si and ohne eh gall mere baapu kol dasdeni.... Gallan bohot pvaian saale ne mere.... But chgi gl eh ki ohne end te school change krta si..... 😌 I was genuinely the happiest person jdo eh pta lgya......

Khushi es tea v kise "well wisher" nu bohot hoi honi....🥀💔

So eh story a meri maybe 3rd-4th std di...I was that kid jehra school bohot ghat janda hunda....Merian bohot jyada absents hundian si ..... So mera kamm wagera pura hona tan bohot waddi gall ae.... So hoya ki meri ek mam si maths wali and ohne koi important chapter kraya hona class de according and sardar odon absent si.... Fer agle din mam ne leya si shyd test.... Test ch menu auna ki si and shyd checking v kiti si ....so 2 reason hoge si and mam ne 2-3 dharte .... I was like main tan school hi ni aya si and ehne mere maar kive ditta.... So main ghar ake os mam di shikayat lvati.... And mere parents ek bnde nu jande si jo school ch kise type naal involved aa... So hoya ki agle din oh bnda school aya and sidha hi mere class main dekh k hairaan ..... Coz normaly school allow nhi krde kise nu class enter hon lyi.... And he straightly went into my class and menu khda kr k bahar le aya.... And odon ohi maths wali teacher da period chl reha si... So ohne puchya ki kis teacher ne tenu kuj keha ..... At that point main dargya si as oh maths wali mam da v dhyaan mere te and jo oh person aya si oh v menu puch reha si.... At that point main dar gya ki j main maths wali mam da naam leta and period ohda chal reha main confront kive kru fer.... So i got nervous and main randomly kise teacher da naam leta si ..... I think main punjabi wali teacher da naam leta... And oh bnda os mam kol chl gya ... Menu nhi pta ki ohna de vich ki gall hoi si.... So cut to next day.... Os teacher da period aya jihda main naam leta si and ohnu aun saar puch leya "kall kihde ghro ek person aya si" (exact words yaad ni)... Khair.... Main kda ho gya ...... And ek gall os teacher ne pichle din meri class khadkai si and menu shyd shd ta si but number mere v ghat hi si so shayd gallan pyian si mere..... So mam nu lagya hona ki mere v kutt pyi si tahi main complaint kiti ..... And it was pretty hard for me tbh .... Madam ne menu sunaya bohot si ki padh leya kro , school aunde ni and fer complaint lva dineo...... Oh kyi saal sadi teacher rhi irrespective of classes and 1-2 saal menu sunondi hi rhi and kutt fer v bohot baar pyi si ohna toh.... End te jaake samj a gya si ki oh kde v galt ni si.... End te kahir mere naal sweet hoge si around 7th-8th....

Bas ehi si ajj di tea...... Hun bas mere "kutt" pyi padhke kise ne khush bohot hona i know.....

Mere kol bohot stories ne ehe jiyan atrangi jian 😂... Mainu hle v samj ni aundi ki main school pura kr kive ditta si ,odon main cage samjda si hun yar dubara othe jaan da man krda.....

So school time mera ek dost si , mere same name ala, jihde baare keran pehlan gall kiti si ..... Jimidaara da munda si and maybe around 15-16 kille aunde si and chnga school vans da kmm si.... So ek sadi class deyan mundeya ch chull si ki assi nasha krke ghaint lgage and jdo lok sadiyan akhan khadiyan dekhya krnge tan sanu GHAINT samjnge loki, so hoya ki around 9th-10th de ohne feem khani shuru kr diti....ohda father pehla feem khanda si te ohtoh kundi la lenda.....so jdo ohne +1 enter kiti eh kmm bohot wadha dita te feem, signature and kamniya normal kr ditia...... Eh oh chah nu ni krda si but bas main lokkan ch ghaint laggan...12 de kreeb peo putt dove kathe feem khande si..... Chlo 12 vi khatam hoi and I got to know from one person ohna peo puttan ne 5-7 kille chak ditte and one said sari jameen kha gye.....but enna pta ohna jameen da nuksaan tan kita...Now he's in foreign and eh kamm othe v chalu a , 20 kg dodde kathe chak leonda .....he got a chance to change his life but lagda ni kuj shi kr pau coz he isn't saving a penny bas kmaya te udata .....and os jameen da rate approx 60-70 lakh a per acre ajj de time...

He may lost everything ki main lokkan ch ghaint laggan and who TF cares piche saare gallan hi dindea jinha kol oh fukrian maarda hunda.....

I don't know what to call this ....

Padho hun..... So eh gall a meri nursery class di ..... I m writing this with some blurry memories..... So i was very silent in that class like bohot chupkita and sehmea ja..... So upto kindergarten classes ( nur and kg, diff in every School)I used to live with my Nani and oh mansa naalda ek pind a....So I was like bullied by other kids , bas menu tang krde hunde coz I never tried to fight with anyone (agge chalke oh mere dost v bnge si,hun v ne khair kde gall ni hoi)..... Than there was a girl in my class idr how i became friend with her and she's the one who used to comfort me and bohot baar ohne menu chup v craya si... I remember it .....so she was in my school for an year after that she left..... I don't remember her name or anything I just remember she was from mansa and mere naal oh van ch jandi hundi si.....idk why i still remember her ,it's like fkin 15-16 years ,shyd childhood ch pure bond ban janda jo sari umar insaan nu chete rehda. Kayi mhinea baad menu eh gall yaad aa hi jandia ,ajj v ayi si share krti.

Koi hor angle na samj leo , i just shared my memory.....

Koi thodi v eheji memory hai?