u/The_Only_RZA_

I’m in a tough spot with no clear way out.

Things have been happening fast, and I keep having dreams with similar messages. I’ve trusted these messages, but now I feel stuck between rocks. It’s hard for me to think clearly because my logical thoughts don’t match what’s happening and i dont have enough time like i had anymore. I feel cut off from my intuition/guides/tarot deck etc. I can hardly believe my dreams anymore because only the mundane ones have happened right away.

I really need someone to help me figure out what’s going on. someone who can talk to my guides and get answers for me.

Does anyone know any trusted person/psychic i can talk to , someone that can genuinely help me out.

I experienced my dark knight of the soul era two years ago and it was very very hard on me. While that was occurring I realized that before each event occurred i would have dreamt about them. But the fact that they are events that would put me in what seems like a helpless position and the state of my mind at that point, didnt help me strong mentally, or have beliefs, i just sank deeper into sadness.

After that moment i had to leave everything i was a part of, especially because they all made me get physically ill, when i am not meant to be somewhere my body fights me badly. So i left and went on my journey and was guided through continuously while healing as well.

But i have a new issue currently I am in place where i need something to get to the next stage of my life, i have been working hard on what i left everything for and need funds to move forward but the funding isn’t coming through and I am running out of time and money. Whenever i come across an experience that makes me want to give up or regret taking this path, i would have dreams instantly with the dream letting me know, the path i left is not my path. I am someone who gets dreams that someone left me a message and I wake up to see the message, or if someone is planning something bad i would be privy to it, if someone wont show up to a meeting or ran an errand i would dream about it the night before the main day.

But right now, I feel like there is nothing i can use to know if things will be okay, if i will get some thing good that bails me out. I have stopped trusting my dreams cos i feel even if they hand me messages such as two days ago saying “you arent meant raise fund yourself, someone else is speaking for you and they will get it for you, just take a stroll and enjoy the surroundings”.. i am unable to take it seriously cos i dont have anyone and everyday gets quiet and when you can run a company due to funds it feels like the rug is pulled from beneath you.

My tarot tells me positive things but i dont believe it anymore, i dont believe anything anymore and i am struggling more due to that.

Is there anyone who has been in this kind of position? How did you overcome it? Please advice, Thank you