Is it anyone else’s first life on earth?
I had a soul contract reading done recently and ever since my reader told me this is my first life on earth, it makes SO much sense. I had many developmental delays as a small child, very sensitive, not good at things requiring my hands (very clumsy/uncoordinated), the list goes on.
It also makes sense as to why everything feels SO challenging. I have a relatively good lot in life (I have challenges like everyone else of course) but lately I’ve been struggling and wanting to give up. Nothing I do ever feels good enough and I think because it’s my first time doing this, I feel significantly more behind other people, it seems like they know how to do things so much easier and quicker than me. I constantly feel like I’m playing catch-up with the people around me. It just takes so much more time to get things. I graduated from college, but not without shortcuts. Is anyone else slower at doing things than others? It’s as if everyone else is Google chrome and I’m internet explorer- needing more time to get the answer, and do things overall.
I miss being able to just get things done instantly or manifest things instantly. This density is so annoying.