u/Theravada4381

Post-entry: Can anyone point me in the right direction?

Age 44 - I've taken the path less travelled since college; not by choice but moreso pushed from the mundane by the gut - though I was a bright and empathetic child, which I feel laid the foundation.

It's been maybe 15 years since entry and I'm now increasingly hopeless. After the high I went on ascetic pilgrimage from the monastery only to lose momentum and wait for a bottom which never came until now.

It's easy to say Dark Night and Integration, but what about those of us so far down that it feels like time to check out and try again?

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u/Theravada4381 — 9 days ago