I don't understand how do I pvp in this game
I've been playing deep for around two months as of now and made probably 20-25 different builds (most of which were wiped by either depths gankers or my stupidity). Throughout my experience with this game I really fell in love with the progression of different characters and it's pve content, but I always wanted to get into pvp.
This brings me to my first point, pvp in this game sucks. I have had no proper way to experience it because progging as a voidwalker is very inefficient compared to other methods (summer isle jobs, ferryman). Usually it looks like this - I prog my build, get excited over how cool it looks and how fun its going to be to use it, get my ass whooped and get sent to the fucking depths multiple times, forced to escape and PRAY I don't see a ganker and repeat this cycle of torture and misery.
In chime I am hardstuck between 700-800 elo and despite me playing it quite a lot I don't see myself getting any better. I try a lot of different builds but I feel like throwing shit at the wall and hoping it sticks because of how random the matches are. If I win I don't feel like that was me at all and I just won by pure chance, with no sign of skill. In chime I can at least play at my peak though, because the chime eu servers are in a decent enough shape.
In main game servers though it's a whole different story. In fact they are the main reason of my rant, which being they don't fucking work. In my 300-ish hours in this game I have been in TWO good eu servers which actually worked like other roblox game's servers. I have no idea why that is, and I have no idea whether they are so ass in other regions too.
Another thing is the pointless toxicity of this community. I will literally get shit on by a player from a top 100 guild (good job buddy, you killed a permafreshie) and they will boast about it like it is their greatest accomplishment in this game. Why even do that?? Why tell me I suck? I know I fucking suck and I WANT to get better but I don't know HOW to get better.
I actually have no clue is my lack of skill the issue, are the eu servers so shitty and unplayable. I would guess a mix of both since me being hardstuck in low chime elo is probably a sign of my low skill.
Thank you for listening to my rant, I would appreciate any advice in the comments
Tl;dr: Eu servers suck, I suck at pvp, the toxic side of the community sucks