Just here to let it out…
Well, I just got let go from my clinical job for not meeting enough productivity/patients. I kinda saw this coming and gaslit myself to hang on for as long as I could to improve but… meh it is what it is. Just feeling like I’m not cut out to be a clinical RD. Not sure what I’ll do next but I’m just laying here on the couch for a bit to decompress. No shade to my coworkers and work as they did what they could to help me (though at times it was feeling very corporate and everyone was shuffling around as new people were filling new manager positions so I felt like I was out of the loop for a bit, new director… new CNM). Would honestly want to do more database/informatics stuff now than patient facing work (yes call me a baby, 2 yo RD who’s sick of dietetics for the most part). I love nutrition just don’t like the job as much as I used to. But yeah… for those who randomly read this. Thanks. I’ll probably be okay. Just brain.exe has stopped working for now. For those who still love their job and are continuing, keep doing what you’re doing to give positive vibes to this subreddit (I can see the negativity already… so I just don’t want to add any more).
Have a nice day!