Trauma
Really need God right now, I’m not going to take matters into my own hands but I feel extreme injustice from what has been done to me over the years, particularly surrounding men who would harass me, or use me for sex. I learned as a young teenage girl the only way to make males happy was to perform sexual favors. I feel so disgusted with myself, self hatred, anger, resentment. I can’t believe I allowed these things to happen even though some of them I know weren’t my fault… please pray the Lord will heal this bitterness and calm me, bring me peace and show me what true love really is…