u/Timely_Debt_84

Me25f and my partner 35m of two years moved into this one bedroom, one bath little house in a college town. We moved from his apartment so it was pretty much mostly his furniture, which didn’t include a whole lot but enough to consume a whole lot of space in our little house, I want to be able to make it feel more like home and not just Big random plastic containers and piles of clothes on the floor, but it seems like whenever I get some kind of organization tactic down. He just pulls everything back out and leaves it there which I understand to a degree, but I don’t understand why he just leaves it there after watching me clean it diligently anyways I’m so burnt out on how to change the space up and make it feel more welcoming rather than thrown together. Somebody please help me. I don’t know where to start.

I was probably almost or I just turned 21 at the time and was living on college campus grounds and student living, even though I wasn’t a student. I had two roommates and each one of us had our own floor in a townhouse with me having the bottom floor. for a good period of time I let this man come and stay with me and he was probably 10 to 12 years older than me at the time if not, 15 years older. We were hanging out one night in my room and my friend who lived in a whole different city had reached out and was warning me to sample this LSD is somebody living close to me at the time had before my friend made the drive to purchase a large quantity of it. This would soon end up being the dumbest decision I could’ve made but being that it was a free trip I said why not so the guy drops off the stuff and my friend that stayed with me immediately was hesitant about all of it and told me that he felt like it wasn’t a good idea for me to take it and there’s something didn’t feel right… Well, I didn’t listen at least all the way because I took half of the tab and put the rest away… About 10 minutes in to it my friend starts to tell me that he can sense and feel something coming off of my skin like an aura and that he didn’t want me to touch him because it was like rubbing off on him or something which I thought was crazy and weird and of course I was extremely horny from the drug and I’ll never forget I had this song big boy diamonds by Kodak Black playing and in the middle of having sex with this man I had a fucking seizure and he got stuck in me a little bit, totally freaked out when he was able to get out of me. He ran upstairs to get my roommate, and when he came down with her to get her help, I had fallen off the bed and was still seizing, and my guy friend was covered in tattoos and I remember every time my eyes would meet a tattoo on his body. It would send me into this crazy super scary hallucination I kept clicking in and out until finally EMS came and then I was able to stabilize myself a little bit, but I felt like I still needed to go to the hospital so they allowed my friend and my roommate to drive me to the ER and I have not taken acid since.

PLEASE HELP ME TURN THIS INTO A HOME!

The last time I ever took LSD I had sex and ended up in the ER.