[Film] How to interpret Ishida's note?
Hello all,
So I've only watched the film once (recently) and have not read the manga (planning to).
I think I got most of the plot and subtleties (thanks to a very solid fansub).
But one part still confuses me a bit:
>!Near the end of the film, when Ishida is in a coma, Nishimiya dreams about a suicide note written by him.!<
>!"Nishimiya, I found you.!<
>!How are you?!<
>!Somehow... this is a little bit weird (lol).!<
>!I.. feel like dying.!<
>!Ah, tuesday is coming to an end soon.!<
>!See ya, Nishimiya."!<
>!(I know translations vary a little)!<
>!What are we dealing with here?!<
>!Is this a "it came to her in a dream"-type thing?!<
>!Where she subconsciously realizes on her own that Ishida was suicidal too?!<
>!Or is this an actual note that Ishida wrote in her conversation notebook just before handing it back to her the day he tried to end himself ? (because it sure reads like it).!<
>!+ it would explain why on the bridge, he's trying so desperately to prevent Nishimiya from reading it.!<
>!But assuming the note is real, when did Nishimiya become aware of it?!<
>!Learning that your primary school crush (bully or not) was planning on ending himself should be a big deal.!<
Have I missed something in the film? Or does the manga explain this?
Thanks.