u/Top-Sea-294

I just can't do it right now, Everytime I try to do a line, my voice gets all weird and I can't speak properly and I panic and over think, it's too much. I'm constantly thinking too much, and I don't have the right stuff for it either, I don't have sound proofing so I'm paying a lot of attention to outside noises like my cousin humming in his room all day and all night, plus I keep thinking about the deadlines because I know that they're gonna need me to do things by a certain time and I know that I won't be reliable. I'm trying to do an audition right now and I'm backing out because I can't do it, I know I can't do it, God my anxiety hasn't been this bad before but now it's like I can't do anything at all right now. All I ever wanna do is lay down and sleep because Its the only time I feel comfortable. I'm not sure specifically what I want help with, I think I want someone to convince me to keep going but I'm not sure if this is the right place to ask for that kind of help, I'm so sorry