ive blown my 5 50ks live d

Hey everyone,

I'm writing this right now feeling completely crushed, frustrated, and honestly lost. I just needed a place to vent to people who actually understand what this feels like.

Trading literally changed my life. After taking home some big payouts, everything felt different. I was so happy, and for the first time, I felt like I was building a real future through the markets instead of being stuck grinding at my day job.

Then came the waiting game. It took the prop firm a whole month to finally set up my live account. The anticipation built up, and when I finally got the keys... I blew the entire thing in just two days.

I don't even know how it happened so fast. Maybe it was a lack of patience, maybe my execution fell apart, or maybe the pressure just got to me after waiting so long. Standing right now between the reality of making real money through trading and going back to the exhausting grind of my regular job is breaking me mentally.

Has anyone been in this dark spot before? Do prop firms usually let you buy another account right away after blowing a live one, ?

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u/Trade-maxing — 3 days ago
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ive blown them my babies

I'm writing this right now feeling completely crushed, frustrated, and honestly lost. I just needed a place to vent to people who actually understand what this feels like.

Trading literally changed my life. After taking home some big payouts, everything felt different. I was so happy, and for the first time, I felt like I was building a real future through the markets instead of being stuck grinding at my day job.

Then came the waiting game. It took the prop firm a whole month to finally set up my live account. The anticipation built up, and when I finally got the keys... I blew the entire thing in just two days.

I don't even know how it happened so fast. Maybe it was a lack of patience, maybe my execution fell apart, or maybe the pressure just got to me after waiting so long. Standing right now between the reality of making real money through trading and going back to the exhausting grind of my regular job is breaking me mentally.

Has anyone been in this dark spot before? Do prop firms usually let you buy another account right away after blowing a live one, or how do you emotionally reset after a blow like this?

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u/Trade-maxing — 3 days ago

50ks or 25k?

I’m passing my evals in 2 days usually on the 50ks, unfortunately for some reason I tilted and failed all my 5 50ks today

But I’m thinking about the 25ks is it maybe a better option?
I’m not worried about the drowns because it’s crazy to lose 1000 dollar a day haha

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u/Trade-maxing — 2 months ago

Disappointed

Still waiting for my pro+ program
I feel like that don’t care
I got 5 50k everyday not trading just sucks I bought some myfundedfutres for now but it’s annoying I hope they fix this bs

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u/Trade-maxing — 2 months ago

Live ?

Took me a year and a half until something just clicked and you understand it .🙏 just never give up never ! All those profits took me 3 days
I’m so grateful and happy it’s been a long journey but hopefully it’s here to stay. Do you know if I will get to live if yes will they take my profits away ?

u/Trade-maxing — 2 months ago

about setups and killzones (ICT)

Do you guys put an alert? Over where you’d think a valid stup will form ? So you can trade easily 1 or 2 setups a day ? Example taking out Asia highs or London lows ? Thank you 🙏

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u/Trade-maxing — 2 months ago

Is it only me?

I’m on tpt about the pass the 50ks the closer I get to passing the more stress I have literally shaking etc any ideas how to take it easier I’ve blown around 50 evals lol
And also a few funded 🥹

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u/Trade-maxing — 2 months ago

Soon to have 5 50ks passing the eveals

What type of strategy for interday drawdowns do you think is safe and effective, ideally involving at least two mini contracts instead of just erning 100 $ per trade?

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u/Trade-maxing — 3 months ago

Tradesyncer has its own mind apparently, and made a trade counter position with all my other accounts now I need to reset all of them

u/Trade-maxing — 4 months ago