u/Traditional_Fuel_263

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As the title says there’s three posts on here that hit so close to reality I believe that they downvote them on purpose because they can’t suppress me speaking about what they do and how. at least they can’t momentarily, they will find a way to coerce and frame my death one way or the other.

I have a suspicion I will be murdered between October -January. It‘s when I’m supposed to receive help for my disability and they don’t want me to receive disability aid. They’re discriminatory about It, it’s why this all began. along with whistle blowing about it.

So I was watching this movie called last house on Netflix and I couldn’t even finish it because of how depressed it made me. It reminded me of my situation even if it wasn’t completely the same. I literally can’t step foot out of my house without compromising my mental health form possible organized harassment and stalking. I can crash out due to my condition and they want to push it until I kill myself and make it look natural. Even if I leave my phone they still track me through other methods like neighbors ring camers and such or community informants.

How is it possible to get around this? I’m about to lose my sanity for good beyond a point of return being In this house all the time. I’m going to die here if I don’t get real help and I mean genuine help not the fake help.

Estimated about 5 minutes ago at 10:42pm (pm was added for accuracy for edit) on August 5th 2026 they sent someone with high beams at my window. He took off his shirt and mooned because they knew I was aware of them. It was weird because then a woman came out to make it look like they had a purpose. but what I believe to be harassment is the mooning and taking off shirt I still don’t understand what was the point of that there wasn’t much purpose to why he did that there. I was going to confront them and ask why he did that but I wasn’t ready in time before they left. I really don’t think I’m reading too much into this one but I admit there’s a small chance of pure coincidence but what he did was just so random. it’s not the first time I‘ve been fucked with so I look into moments like this.

Other times are not coincidences of strange interactions with these people so I know some of what happens to me is real. Like when I was told “bring it on” by this black lady walking past me with her French bull dog. Minutes before that I was reading bible verses and wrote in search engine “god says it’s not over” because I was about to dip from that residence in oakland due to their fuckery and my own reasons. This was during a time I believed in god but stopped after realizing it was a form of manipulation to control me and they were using that because they hated the idea of me believing in god. I also just got that later on god wasn’t speaking to me and it was them playing games and partial symptoms of my condition.

To real victims to organized harassment, what makes you wake up for the next day? Some mornings I wake up on the verge and ask myself “should I crash out and end it?” but then I remember that would prove their methods work and encourage them to do it to the next person they have a dispute with.

I’m honestly amazed by myself some times and ask why do I bother living a meaningless life that’s stripped from me by alameda county and private businesses playing devil. maybe my goal in life is to raise hell on them for wanting to play devil so bad and shut their show down.

what makes you guys keep going with no hope it may get better?

To real victims to organized harassment, what makes you wake up for the next day? Some mornings I wake up on the verge and ask myself “should I crash out and end it?” but then I remember that would prove their methods work and encourage them to do it to the next person they have a dispute with.

I’m honestly amazed by myself some times and ask why do I bother living a meaningless life that’s stripped from me by alameda county and private businesses playing devil. maybe my goal in life is to raise hell on them for wanting to play devil so bad and shut their show down.

what makes you guys keep going with no hope it may get better?