Fahl Days: Duality (pt 3)
So funny story... i had most of this typed out on my phone ready to go... and the app closed without saving as a draft. I was in pain.
Here we go with the end to Duality. It ended up a bit darker than I thought, but I had fun exploring this theme. Got to see some older characters and introduce new ones. Once again, posting from my phones, so ill fix links and formatting when I get home to my computer.
I hope you all enjoy! Please, tell me what you think!
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Memory Transcription Subject: Giidan, Harchen prey
Date [Standard Human Format]: October 15th, 2136
Tree branches whipped by me as I ran, bushes scratching at my scales as I tore through them. RUN, its getting closer! My chest heaved with effort and my legs burned with exhaustion, until I finally saw my salvation. A small burrow hidden under a protruding knotted root, big enough for me to get into and hidden among the blues and oranges of the undergrowth around it. I practically dove into the shelter, body overheating with the amount of effort I had put into running away.
After killing Hunter, the other predator had turned on me and was likely seeking out its next meal. For nearly half a claw now I had run through the forest in a mad dash, always putting distance between me and the beast. But after only a scratch or two of rest whenever I stopped, I could hear the heavy steps of its feet crushing the plants underneath. I would run again as it took a shot with a gun, missing everytime, but causing a nearby tree to explode with the force of whatever bullet it was using. Again, I tried to catch my breath and enter Vinosh to hide better in my burrow, I couldn't keep going like this, my legs were trembling from exhaustion.
"I think I've finally decided what I'm going to do with you when this is over, Boots." My blood freezes as it speaks, the crunch of leaves under its feet echoing in the dim forest. It hadn't even been a scratch yet! "You see, a lot of lizards back on Earth, especially the small ones, will drop their own tail when running. It wiggles around, detached from their bodies so the predator is distracted." I shuddered at that though, of my tail wiggling, separated from me. "But see, most can regrow that tail, full new limb, bones and all!" It laughs, the crunching of its boots getting unnervingly closer. It doesn't know you are here, blend, be quiet, be still like lake water. I close my nictitating lids, gazing through the blurred world and hoping it finds something else to hunt. "So once you realise that this is pointless, and that I will catch you, im going to cut off that tail of yours." It growled and I started to hug the appendage close to my body.
"I wont let you die though. No, that would be too easy for what you and those birds did. Im going to feed you, keep you alive, make sure you are healthy. Boots, we are going to see if that tail regrows." It laughs, and I hold on tight, never knowing how much I had actually cared for my tail until direct threats were being made against it. Whatever it was saying next was lost on me as I held my eternal companion, a pit of fear and loss welling in my chest as I began to imagine life without it. That was, until... "And if it does grow back at the end of it, I'm going to give the idea to the Arxur. Infinite food, infinite tail meat, all to be farmed from you pathetic chameleons." It laughed. "They would love to get a reusable source of food." The crunching stopped, or had stopped a while ago, I didnt know... but now the silence of the forest surrounded me, only my soft pants as I hid myself in the burrow, holding my tail tightly to my chest. Suddenly. A human face appeared upside down in front of me, "BOO!"
I screamed.
Its hand shot out and grabbed at some of the dirt next to me, causing me to flinch back from its missed grab, but it quickly corrected and seized me by my upper arm, effortlessly dragging my light frame out of the burrow and throwing me through the air. I failed uselessly as I soared, back impacting a tree and a sickening pop heard from my spine as I crumpled to the ground below. Deep groans came from my maw as I slowly sat up, lifting myself onto hands and knees. *everything works, now run!* I didnt get the chance. While slowly rising on trembling legs and arms, the predator's boot found my middle, kicking me hard in the ribs. My back impacted the tree once more, breath stolen from my lungs, ribs breaking from the force of the kick, and crumpled against the base of the tree again. Tears streaming from my eyes, pain radiating from my body, I could only whimper as my killer stepped up once more, boots filling my vision. "Pl-please..." I whimper.
"Please what?" Malice dripped from the voice, the beast grabbing me by the wrist and lifting me into the air. "I told you, you couldn't escape. Easiest prey I've ever tracked. Didn't even try to hide your footprints, or the trail of broken leaves and branches you left."
"Please... do-dont c-cut off my tail..." My wrist protested from holding my body weight, held aloft in the predator's grasp. I dont know why that was my request, why I spoke those words... the thought of it eating it in front of me, of being cattle just for the Arxur to continuously cut off and gorge themselves on my tail... "I-I didnt do anything to you... please.. mercy..." I give a final desperate plea, yelping as I was dropped unceremoniously onto the ground, pain radiating from my chest. I sat up as quick as I could, scooting back against the tree, tail curled up into my arms and held by trembling claws.
"Didn't do anything?" It asks again, laughing in a hollow tone. "That's it! You are bullies. How did I not see this earlier? So confident and righteous when you have the upper hand, but take that away and you all turn into sniveling cowards." It crouched down in front of me, those monstrous eyes staring right at me as if it could see straight into my soul. "I was on Earth during the attack you and yours sanctioned." It pulled out a knife, the long blade glistening with red liquid, and lifting my chin using the flat part of the blade. "My house collapsed from the shockwave of one of your bombs. I didnt get caught by any of the rubble. But my dog did." It growled at me, the translator telling me that a dog was a domesticated predator kept for companionship. "I raised her since she was a pup, for 12 years she was my companion, something that kept me steady and sane, a joy." It growled more, fury in its eyes. "I held her in my arms as she died, a slow death that i couldnt stop, i couldnt save her like she...." I could almost see the tears in its eyes, its words stopping as it gulped. "Fuck this, and fuck you Boots." It said, standing up suddenly and turning its back on me. "Fine, wish granted, I wont cut off your tail." It turned, pulling out a pistol and pointing it at me.
It didnt shoot, it just looked at me coldly, watching as I huddled to my own tail. Something changed in its eyes at that moment, fury replaced by sadistic glee. "You are." It said and threw the knife at me, the heavy blade landing in between my legs. "If you cut off your own tail. I'll leave, here and now. You'll never see me again." It held up its hand. "I swear on my predator gods. And I dont break my word." It snarled. "If you dont, I'll shoot you in the gut, let you bleed out nice and alone here in the woods, left to any local predators." I look down at the blade in front of me, revulsion and terror in my eyes as I was given an impossible choice.
"I-I..." I hesitated in reaching, in complying.. my legs had long stopped listening to my commands, my arms barely. BANG The wood by my head splintered out from the gunshot, peppering my scales with splinters.
"I wont miss again Boots, last chance." Choked sobs escaped as I picked up the knife, too afraid to say anything else, too tired to run, too pathetic to not deny him. My tail drops from the protective hold against my chest, lain out in front of me... something I had been protecting and comforting out of fear just moments ago... now I had a knife against the scales... in the short time I had come to fear for it, become aware of its importance to me.. I was now about to cut it off, inflict so much pain on myself.. Just to survive. I tremble more, hands shaking.
"N-no.. I can't." I lift my head, cheekscales stained with tears, scales deeply etched with fear and a vibrant orangem. But the small emerald green seeping in as I felt a small bit of confidence fill me. If I was going to die today, I would have a bit of courage, I wasn't going to give into the predator's demands. "I-I wont do it." The knife dropped from my paws and I clutched my tail close to me once more. Tears still streamed from my eyes, fear gripping me tightly. *I dont want to die, I dont want to die, I dont...* but I would defy this predator's last cruelty on me, even if it was the last thing I ever did.
"Damn Boots, way to grow a pair at the last minute." He laughed and raised the pistol once more. "Still wont change anything." I squeezed my eyes shut, waiting for the pain.
BANG
A howl of pain erupted, piercing through the dawn sky, but it wasn't my own. My eyes cracked open, looking down at my own body. Chest had turquoise bruising already showing on the scales, evidence of my broken ribs and the boot that hit me. However, no holes.. no external blood, nothing. My gaze drifts up and I gasp sharply, pain stabbing through my chest. The predator's arm was lying on the ground, weapon still held in its grasp, while the beast itself was doubled over on the ground, howling in pain and clutching its severed arm at the elbow. Red blood pooled on the ground below him and his severed arm, staining the beautiful blues. "Fuck! Fuckfuckfuck! What the fucking shit?!" It howled its string of curses into the air, completely forgetting about me.
Every instinct screamed at me to run from the injured predator, lest I become its target for retribution, but my legs refused to listen, too exhausted. I had run so much over the past few days, the only break having been when I was traveling with Hunter. I had been running before that, and after, with only that human being the one to give me a break from the madness of the world. From the exterminators in the bunker, the olgarl in this forest, to finally the crazed human who had described cutting off my tail and cooking it. When did it say it was going to eat it? Oh.. before the Arxur part.. my subconscious told me, and I knew in that moment I was going to dream about its threats. My mind racing, but my body limp, I could only sit there as the crazed and injured human thrashed around before finally sitting still and letting out a whine. Its head shot up and I flinched as it fixed me with those dirty mud eyes. "You." It growled squeezing its stump. "I dont know how, but you did this. You called your exterminator fuckshit friends to finish the job." It accused, staggering over to its fallen arm. "I ain't gonna let you go. One less of you xeno bastards. One less.." he reached down and picked the gun up, trying useless fingers off the handle.
"I wouldnt do that Chris." Came a pained voice from my behind my tree. I watched slowly as the familiar human stepped into my field of view, limping slowly around my side until it was standing in front, between me and the predator. Labored breath came from Hunter, white bandages wrapped around his thigh and shoulder, sorrowful red soaking the otherwise pristine cloth. "Ive called the UN already. Dont add actual murder to the one you already attempted." It said, pained voice clearly evident.
"Fuck you, you can barely stand. Get out of my way and let me kill this asshole." It said, bringing the pistol up and waving it wildly. "I killed you once. I can do it again. Maybe Boots will leave you for dead again, just like last time." It cackled, causing my human to flinch.
"You can't stand either, put the gun down so I can get a tournequet on you, dont bleed out for this." It growled. "Last warning Chris."
For once there was no curse, no foul words or witty comebacks. The two simply staring at each other for a scant moment, Chris with pistol in hand, Hunter with that rifle on its back. In a scratch of time, four shots rang out. Nothing was quick, but it all happened too fast. Chris had lifted and fired its pistol twice, the first shot going wide and shattering a tree nearby as it stumbled with blood gushing out of its severed arm. The second shot simply clicked uselessly, not bullet fired, no bang. It was simply out of ammo from trying to shoot me earlier, by Inatala's grace it had run out of projectiles with that first shot in the standoff. Hunter had no such issues with the hidden gun it had on its ankle. At the first shot, it dropped to a knee and grabbed the small thing from the holster on its ankle. Three quick shot fired in succession, one hitting the other predator in the chest, causing the stumble, and another landing directly between its eyes. The third shot flew short, kicking up dirt as the effort from those two shots cause it to collapse.
Chris's head snapped back and its body collapsed like a puppet's strings being cut, no final words, no quips, no obscenities. The predator simply ceased to be. "Damn it Chris.." The Hunter groaned out, slowly getting to its feet and limping over to check its kill. Its banaged were more red now and i didnt think it would last much longer losing that much blood. "You okay over there Giidan?" Its visored head looked over to me and it began to limp over. There was no warmth, no friendliness in its voice this time. It was simply asking a question you would a stranger to the herd, nothing like how it had been when it first found me, first saved my life. "Damn it, why am I asking?" It groaned and settled down by a tree nearby mine, leaning back.
"How did.. how did you find us?"
"Well, you two were making a ton of noise after you left me to die. After you ran. A deaf monkey could have followed you two."
"Why? Why did you save me again?" I ask, tears welling in my eyes.
"Because I'm better than you. Because I wont leave a person in front of me to die alone. If none of you will show empathy, I will. It's what my son would have wanted." There was nothing more to be said, I hung my head in shame. I had stampeded away to save my own scales, dirt-etched the entire time. And it had somehow gotten up from being shot in the leg and then stabbed... and still saved me again. Before either of us could say anything more, the hiss of a shuttle landing nearby greeted us, and I saw zurulian medics come out of the doors, rushing to me and and hunter.
"Sorry." I finally said before passing out, head lolling to the side.
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Memory Transcription Subject: Ziaan, Harchen speaker
Date [Standard Human Format]: October 19th
I hate this, I hate every bit of this. The humans came in and took over in less than two claws worth of time. I had been quick to accept their terms of surrender when they burst into my office, saving the lives of myself and my assistant. All things considered, the loss of life had been minimal after, and besides exterminators and soldiers, no civilians had been harmed... except one. "Should we play it again Speaker?" My assistant asks, looking over the video of a debriefing of one Giidan as he lays in his hospital bed. "The humans could be telling him to lie, threatening him." The Letian offers.
I had heard of Giidan before, scriptwriter for some of the better movies that came around. His works usually made for an enjoyable watch. But now his tail never left his claws, clutched to his body like it was going to fall off. And he kept asking to see a human by the name of 'Double H.' "Alright, play it once more." I flick my tail and sit back.
Giidan sits on his hospital bed, a venlil with a blue UN band around its right arm. It has a pad in hands, ready to take notes, at this point in the debrief they had already established names and basic events. "But why were you fleeing the bunker Giidan? We have multiple videos from security cameras and soldiers that show you stampedeing in full panic towards the forest, running through soldiers who were trying to stop you and usher you to safety." He spoke, Giidan shuffling nervously. "Why would you run to the predator infested forest, and away from the bunker with your herd?"
"Be-because... the exterminators..." The harchen took a breath. "They thought were were going to lose... they knew fighting the humans was fruitless... they told the herd as much." He gulped. "Death before cattle. The bunker was divided between those who gave up, and those who wanted to wait. So the exterminators made the final decision for the herd." He closed his eyes, visibly shaking as his scales turned to orange. "Without warning they turned their flamers on the bunker. We had no other weapons, nothing to make it quick. I-I can still hear the screams. I was closest to the door, and I didn't want to die." He turned his head at this point, closing one eye so he wasn't looking at the Venlil. One tried to grab me, drag me back into the bunker. I had to kick him free from the grip he had on my other leg." He began to visibly shake. "Th-that is why I was running." The video paused here.
Everything else was about what happened in the forest, something we all knew about since both Humans involved had been wearing 'body cameras'. We had seen the view of Double H saving giidan from the Olgarl, openly eating meat in front of him, but being empathetic and helping him to safety. We had seen Chris intrude and attack Hunter, putting him in a critical state. Only to get up and bandage himself so he could go save Giidan again. It was clear that H didnt have any love for us before, but was making an effort to forgive... after being abandoned by the one he saved, it had hardened him once more. The human still wore the mask everywhere to not frighten anyone, but he never spoke to prey anymore. He would have a permanent limp from the gunshot, but would recover quickly with the help of zurulian medicine.
Then there was Chris... the human that had actively hunted the Harchen. Both Kolia and I had sworn we wouldnt share the contents of this video with anyone, and we were being compensated for it. The human never stopped his pursuit of Giidan, calmly following the trail, shouting out threats and obscene promises to Giidan. The UN assured me again and again that this was not the standard for humans, that everyone viewed this man's actions as vile and criminal. I could understand why Giidan never let go of his tail, hugging it for comfort the entire time. I had a promise to talk to a UN general about this, to find out what they planned.
I sighed, turning off the interview. This incident had shown me two different sides to humanity... one full of hate and surrendering to those predator instincts.. the other full of the same hate, but working to lessen the harm inflicted on everyone. The only question left was which one was more common? "Come on Kolia.. let's walk Inatala’s Square, maybe we will see an artist still out." I sigh, hoping to salvage the day.