u/Upper-Basil

I have been attempting to self-reach myself math for a bit. But my process has been a bit chaotic, I get bored with the maths that are kind of things I already understand, but dont necessarily remember all the defintions within which come up in later math, so then bave to go back. I also realize I don't fully know which math is actually needed for the end goal. Ultimatley I would like to be able to understand the math behind physics. I have been self-studying physics for many years. I have a philosophy background/degree and it gets me decently with the physics concepts, (and the logic helps with the math too) but I want to be able to get the math. So..

Anyways...

I am looking for a specific "curriculum if you will for where to start from.scratch in teaching myself math/physics. I would also really like some kind of book or resource reference which specifically defines math concepts and terms if this makes sense/exists.

Any suggestions here?