This thing stole my soul from me.
I'd love to explain it in detail, but I don't have the energy. I've been struggling with this cursed thing for years, but it's never been this bad. It all started with symptoms like ED and prostatitis. I've had many treatments: ESWT, penile vein surgery, embolization, and many more. But in the end, something happened that completely spiraled out of control, the ED that I'd been keeping under control with medication for at least three years. Even as I write this, I feel a tingling sensation running down my back, through my penis, anus, and every surrounding tissue. Sometimes I feel it all the way to my toes. Doctors don't believe me, but this cursed thing has completely shrunk my penis tissue. I'm 30 years old and I never get an erection. My rectum and pelvic muscles have atrophied completely. But even when I tell my psychiatrist, he says it's impossible. But I'm experiencing it, and I feel it every moment, every second. I'm so hopeless. My marriage is awful. My wife and I don't have sex anymore; I can't even think about it. I also know there's no solution. I've read many stories from people who've had surgery or tried alternative treatments here, and I've come to the conclusion that there's no escape. I feel terrible.