91 days of celibacy
i feel that ive transformed enough to be unrecognizable, at least to myself, compared to how i was before i decided to start this practice. even compared to me when i last posted, 1 month celibate. i have found god, fully and firmly, and do my best to live through their grace, forgiveness, and love. unto myself and others. this is how my soul wants to live, and thus i shall. mental celibacy is still a work in progress, but i have made significant progress through prayer and my own effort.
i feel as though celibacy is like a sort of medicine, in a way. a path to healing, and eventual true holy purity. at least to me. even my physical pain feels lessened and more tolerable. ive realized my spiritual strength, but also how much god helps me along the way. i guess i can just say, i am far more in touch with what hurts my soul and what doesn't. this is all only the beginning of my spiritual journey to true purity and divine grace.
physical benefits are irrelevant.
thank you for reading. may god, whatever you call them, help you all on your ambitions and journeys in life. have a good day