u/Various-Goose-2646

I honestly don’t know why this has been my path. I’ve been delayed in med school for 2 years—despite passing my exams, I was still failed for reasons I never really understood, so I had to transfer to another institution and start over. Now, while preparing for the boards, it feels like every possible problem came at once—financial struggles, physical exhaustion, family problems, emotional battles… name it. And sometimes, I can’t help but wonder, “Lord, why?” What makes it harder is seeing people who cheated their way through med school, even those who were experts at cheating, already become licensed doctors, while I’m still here fighting so hard just to reach the same finish line. I’m not going to lie, sometimes it makes me question everything. Why does the road have to be so difficult for me? Why so many delays? Why so many things I have to overcome?

Ako lang ba or ang hirap talaga mag aral after ng day 2 ng boards? 1 day ko na inaaral yung pearl a ng pharma di ko matapos tapos 😭

Parang ayoko na pasukan yung Day 3 and 4 HAHAHA 😭 Parang 20 items lang sure ko kada subject, tapos sa Patho… wala talaga. Lord, Ikaw na bahala 😭

I somehow feel like God is telling me not to take the PLE this October. I really don’t know why, but it feels like every time I try to focus on reviewing, another problem comes along. Parang pagkatapos ng isang problema, may panibago na naman.

Paano ba ireklamo 'tong MTC? Nagbigay ng activity na today ang pasahan. At ang activity e group video workout? Anong sense ng class suspension kung papalabasin din nila students nila?

Sobrang tolongges netong mayor na 'to. Noong nakaraan suspended na sa buong Zambales at Bataan, Olongapo may pasok pa rin. Ang ending? Pinauwi estudyante ng 4 pm. Ngayon suspended na sa Castillejos at Subic, sa Olongapo wala pa rin balita na parang hindi nahihirapan yung mga estudyante na bumyahe.