In the Land Called Always
The trees here stand tall, twisted up like tangled wire against the rose colored sky. Gnarled, angry branches are suffused with crimson light, standing stark against the profoundly grey clouds which linger ever at the horizon. The storm makes attempts to invade, only finding success in isolated areas. Modest colonies of aether dump black water over young saplings at the furthest edge; their glow slowly subsumed by an oily sheen of ichor.
I stumble through razor sharp grasses. My feet move independently of my will as I approach the nearest tree. I reach out a hand and press my palm against the trunk. The tree reacts.
Branches contract, coiling at first, before coalescing and compressing into a single, fleshy orb. The air shifts. It smells of cinnamon. I feel warmth in my heart. I feel laughter, joy, togetherness, but all I see is the tree in front of me. All I hear is the cold wind.
The orb unfurls as I pull my hand away, and the tree's limbs reassume their prior arrangement. I stare for a time, following each branch and looking for any change. There is none. Rather, none that I can perceive by sight, yet I can feel it there, in the sinking of my stomach. I move along, knowing there is nothing I can do.
Days pass, hunger never rearing its head. Birds flit between the innumerable branches interwoven in the high canopy. Their calls fly past, carried away by the persistent wind.
Happy birthday
Congratulations
Why are you like this
I love you
You're the problem
The forest grows darker as I move away from its center. Dull, black foliage crowns robust birch trees. The onyx leaves burst with rainbow hues when struck by the faint rays of light which manage to pierce the canopy. Flashes of color dance through the dark. All my life I've been told not to look. Now they light my path.
A journey meant to take three days stretches out into weeks, months, years. I wander there in darkness, until at last the light returns. The trees grow scarce, and the canopy above evaporates. I emerge from the forest.
Ahead of me there is a soaring wall of porous, white stone. I use the plentiful pockmarks along the wall's face to gain purchase, and begin to climb. The wind whips and whistles, threatening to throw me down to the ground below. I'm hundreds of feet up when the rain comes.
Gentle, and golden like Spring, the rains fall against my skin like the lips of a lover long forgotten. Ecstasy floods throughout my being. I cling to the wall. My body writhes with a pleasure purely physiological. The pulse quickens, muscles spasm. I feel my heartbeat pulsing through my fingers as I hold on. By the time the rains pass, the stone has cut into the skin.
Splashes of scarlet mark the alabaster stone where my fingers fall. I continue the climb despite the agony, eventually reaching a large alcove in the cliff's face. By the time I reach my destination, I've shredded the tips of my fingers away. I can see bone beneath the mangled flesh, stark white like the stone I stand on.
I look out over the valley. I can see everything from here. The tops of the tallest trees, the infinite expanse of the bone-white walls enclosing this place. There is so much beauty here. I turn my back to all of it, and enter the cave. She is waiting for me there.
"You've decided?"
"I have."
A being coalesces from shadow at the heart of the cave's darkness. Pointed ears and an elongated snout, powerful and full of teeth. The wind stirs the black mist which makes the creature's form.
"Then let us not waste any more time. Eternity may yet grow fleeting."
A rough sound resembling a laugh escapes the being's throat. It leads me back out to the mouth of the alcove, and lets out a howl. The sound echoes across the land, laced with reverence and mourning. By the time the wolfsong reaches its end, I feel tears stinging my eyes. The wolf turns to leave, making its way back into the cave. I call out to her.
"Thank you."
"Oh, you're welcome. I'd wish you luck, but there's only ever one outcome for your kind."
"The Raven?"
"Annihilation, child. I call to the one named Nevermore. Who comes to answer is not mine to decide."
The Wolf saunters back into her cave, leaving me there amid the howling winds. It's cold. The air feels thin in my lungs, yet heavy against my skin. It seems to weigh me down. Hours of waiting pass before I'm forced to sit, and hours more before I hear a calamitous racket from on high; the clacking of bone against bone, muffled by a veneer of dessicated flesh. A shadow falls over me, the sun obscured behind a dozen outstretched wings.
I scurry backward as the bird lands. It stands tall and regal as it folds its many wings. The feathers overlap at their edges, encircling the winged beast from the neck down.
The air in my lungs abandons me as I stare at its quaking, motley plumage. Short feathers, tall feathers. Old feathers, new feathers. Their variety stands nearly as stark as the similarity which binds them. No matter what difference may exist from one feather to the next, every one of them was human.
Their feet were shoved crudely into his quills, the blood pooling in their heads as they hung upside down, congealing into a black mass beneath pale skin.
It hops closer, craning its spindly neck toward me. The feathers rattle against one another. Weak, muffled groans escape them as they collide, but there's an air of disinterest in the sound. Tears cloud my vision.
The Vulture keeps its many eyes locked on me. I press myself against the rock face, praying for the Wolf to return. She does not come. The great scavenger extends a wing, and reaches with its gnarled beak to pluck a feather free. It lays the woman on the ground before me. She is old. Withered and dry, like tall grasses in Autumn. Her face is gaunt. In a condition such as this, one ought to be dead, but her eyes scream. They scream with so much life, so much pain and regret. They tell me to flee. To escape or die trying. I obey.
I move to dash past the Vulture. My hope is that I might throw myself from the ledge, but I don't reach it. The bird pins me with a single jagged talon through the shoulder. It grabs me with its beak, rough and careless. The tip of the beak punctures my stomach. Blood and bile spill out of me. The pain is excruciating. The air won't reach my lungs, no matter how I gasp.
The Vulture raises me to the position from where it'd plucked the old woman, and sets me in her place. I'm hanging from my feet, hundreds of others all around. The feather to my left is a fat young man, the ones on my right a pair of elderly women. They are all alive. We are all aware. I flail against the thick blanket of bodies which has incorporated me into itself. It is of no use.
The Vulture sits for hours, letting my sobbing echo over the valley. It waits until I've gone quiet before taking flight. I'm able to watch the valley drop away as we begin to soar, and we gracefully evade the gales along the Night's plutonian shore.
Condemned to spend eternity a feather
Evermore.