Anyone ever take bdo to a point where it severely messed with your digestive system and/or mental state?
The last time I played with bdo was November 2023. It was a rough time while I used it as an escape from some major stress. I started dosing every couple hours for a whole week straight (vs the usual nightly 3ml ritual before bedtime).
I noticed there was a discomfort starting somewhere around my liver and then shortly after was having very abnormal bathroom visits (undigested foods out the exit hole).
For the mental part...everything started feeling "fake" from what I could remember. I remember when I'd go to the gym, everyone's faces either made me paranoid or I thought they were morphing in and out. Not sure what word I'm looking for, even though the shapes of people's faces still stand out in my memory as if I was in some sort of hallucination trip.
Anyway, I ended up in the ER... Forced my roomie take me after something happened... Can't remember what triggered it and I'm not gonna ask her (since it was traumatic to deal with). I remember making hand gestures as if wanting to slice my own throat and what not...
I've always assumed I ended up with ethanol poisoning or something. Any insight on this? ER staff couldn't figure out what was wrong with me and sent me home with a benedryl tablet. lol (didn't tell them I had been abusing anything)
I am also bringing up this curiosity years later as I just partied for the first time (with uppers) last weekend and it just isn't the same without g/bdo...considering getting myself some... Even tho bdo isn't particularly my preference, but straight up G is a pain to find in comparison.
I'm in a way better head space these days and don't think I'd abuse the bdo stuff like 2023, but the experience that led me to the hospital sucked pretty bad.
Also... if anyone wondering how I recovered from using it at all. I had to cold turkey that shit pretty much. Had been a near nightly user of it for about 2 years, seldom breaks....then the horrid Thanksgiving week of 2023 that changed it all (in hindsight, for the better)