Tomorrow is the day and I can't wait!!! 45 years old and excited for relief from this torture I've endured for years.
Years of this destroying my life with adenomiosis filling inside of it and elsewhere. I say goodbye from Giving me just 5-7 days a month to feel half normal and able to do things or go places.
I want my life back and it's on the horizon my friends....
As of 2 weeks from today I get to say "I GOT 99 PROBLEMS BUT A UTERUS AINT one"
Years of suffering and gaslighting by many medical professionals etc.....over a decade of that hell and a year ago had a lap to explore found estimated by the red purple spots that were visible to be about 70 percent adenomiosis in my entire wall of uterus and 5 percent endometriosis affecting bowels and right kidney adrenal gland.
Waited a year to see if it would continue to affect me or not....first 6 months after it I was okay w periods etc....then it began again 6 months ago excruciating debilitating pain and multiple other symptoms and I said I at 45 am DONE w this.
Saw my specialist two weeks ago and he said let's schedule hysterectomy cuz you need a quality of life standard back in your life....fyi: he's a godsend I stumbled upon and took a chance on even though it is 2 hours drive to his office he's an amazing gynecologist married w a husband who truly listen and understand women...both he and his husband are gynecologist specializing in endo and it's cousins.
Going to have a goodbye uteri party w my daughter, daughter-in-laws, and best friend 5 days prior to my surgery to say peace out "b^*ch"
Finally after being on this many years road of hell thinking I'm crazy and being dramatic w what I was going through......I'm now at the part where I see a finish line for at least this issue....next will be managing the permanent system and physical damage it's done to me thru the years of no one listening.....
I pray and wish for all women to be HEARD and TREATED before it damages you permanently in so many ways....ex: had amazing teeth my whole life and in 7 years time I won't smile anymore and it's always sore cuz it effected my teeth from the core inside the tooth and started "eating" its way thru until teeth would crack and fall out.
I hope one day things change for women with this disease that I theorize has taken the lives of my grandmother and great grandmother whom I never met since they died to unknown "hysteria" reproductive diseases.....
Let's change the world for our daughters and their daughters etc....I love you all my fellow endometriosis warrior women