First seizure and I haven't felt the same since.
I'd like to start off by saying that I haven't been diagnosed with anything and I haven't even been able to get in to seeing a neurologist yet. I had my first tonic clonic seizure on September 22nd when I was at work. Ever since then I've felt like my surroundings aren't real. I also feel like I'm not in control of my body. It's very hard for me to put it into words.
When I tried going back to work I kept forgetting simple tasks I normally would have no problem with. I feel like since nothing feels real right now my dreams get even worse. I'm having more sleep paralysis and that causes me to not want to sleep anymore. I'm seeing more things out of the corner of my eyes. I keep forgetting random things and I'm feeling crazy. I know on the surface level just looking at me I seem fine, but I feel like I'm going insane. I just want things to go back to normal. I want to feel here again. Has anyone else felt this? And when will I feel normal again? It's really scary not knowing what's going on with your body. It constantly feels like I'm dying.
I'm sorry in advance if any of this is offensive. I'm just trying to make sense of all of this.