Need a serious Advice!! Please help me out
Hey Redditors, and thank you to everyone for visiting this post. I genuinely need some advice, so please read this carefully from start to end.
Around the middle of October, I bought my first piece of Moldavite, and later I bought two more. So currently, I have around three pieces with me, and it has been around seven to eight months since I started using Moldavite.
One thing I realized over time is that you don’t really start believing in the stone itself. Instead, it somehow makes you believe in yourself. It feels like a very powerful manifestation tool. Whatever you deeply think or feel inside, you start seeing those things happen in reality.
For example, if you are wearing it and thinking about being confident, influencing someone, making a sale, or dominating a conversation, you genuinely start seeing those things happen naturally. Another example is while playing chess, during the game you move unconsciously, but afterward you suddenly realize how strategic and accurate your moves actually were.
This happened with me many times, and through repeated patterns I slowly started understanding how this thing works. Earlier, I heavily considered it a placebo effect, but now I honestly don’t think so anymore.
Now please read this part very carefully.
When I say this is not BS, I genuinely mean it.
If you are not ready to face your dark realities, your hidden issues, suppressed emotions, harsh truths about yourself and your life, then you are simply not made for Moldavite.
Because this thing throws realities directly onto your face in an extremely harsh way. And if you keep avoiding those realities, eventually it puts you into situations where you are forced to accept them anyway. And that phase can become very depressing.
Slowly, I started becoming scared of it. It feels like it slowly reveals deeper and deeper layers over time. My relationships got disturbed, I started having fights with many friends, my bond with my family became worse, and I even left my work.
Currently, I am living with the harsh reality it has thrown at me, and these problems keep increasing slowly. I know the reason behind it because earlier I used to take this thing very lightly. But trust me, it’s not a cup of tea.
Another important thing is that after almost three years, I am shifting back to my parents’ home. My father passed away in 2022, and currently my mother and elder sister stay there. My relationship with them is already not very good.
And I have noticed something else too, it feels like Moldavite not only affects you, but also shakes the environment and people around you emotionally and mentally.
So I genuinely want to ask -
Should I sell it out or should I continue with it?
Because it feels very harsh for me, and I honestly don’t know what more realities or situations may appear ahead that could become even harder to handle.
My mother already has many health issues, and I am genuinely worried that my family should not get harmed, their lives should not get disturbed further, and my relationship with them should not get ruined more than it already is.
I am already facing a lot of hardships myself.