misuzu’s goals
hi!! i’m up to episode 10 but i’m lowkey getting super confused by misuzu and her active intentions. i get the vibe she does want to help tomo but she’s also super jealous (trying to sabotage slightly whilst also actively trying to help??). but can someone explain it a little better…… like, i feel like it’s flipping between her saying something and pushing tomo to do something really helpful to her going “sorry tomo, i have to pursue my own goals now” (or smth), but does nothing to change what she’s doing except to have more moments of sadness where she ig realises she didn’t wanna lose her friend (i THINK she was talking about herself when upset in the hugging episode), followed by her thinking of herself as a bad person.
it dosnt exactly feel like a timeline of:
help —> sabotage —> regret
and more like
helpful sabotage, sadness mixed with regret but also all at the same time.
i just don’t know what she thinks her “goals” are, and why she’s like “sorry tomo” but is helping??
i’m kind of sick while watching it so maybe my brain cells haven’t been locking in idk.