u/WorkingSkin9280

Como dice el título, necesito ayuda para encontrar un manhwa; o tal vez no lo sea, no estoy segura. Vi un video en TikTok; estoy casi segura de que era un BL oscuro porque me enganché y vi muchísimos videos sobre él, pero el problema es que fue hace unos cinco años y no recuerdo el nombre. Lo poco que recuerdo es que uno de los personajes pertenecía a la mafia y también le gustaba pintar; estoy casi segura de que pintó con sangre en algún momento.

Los dos personajes principales se conocían desde la infancia y estaban en una situación que no era exactamente una relación: eran muy tóxicos el uno con el otro, pero también estaban obsesionados. También recuerdo que el autor (creo que era un hombre) dijo que no era una historia de amor.

Aparte de esos detalles vagos de la trama, recuerdo que era un libro de tapa dura, así que no creo que sea un manhwa; o si lo es, tal vez sea estadounidense. Disculpa por ser tan vago; solo vi videos sobre la trama y algunas ediciones, pero como dije, fue hace cinco años y apenas recuerdo nada. Espero que puedas ayudarme; me acordé de él hace poco, y aunque he buscado por todas partes, no lo encuentro.

P.D.: Espero haberme explicado bien; el inglés no es mi idioma nativo.

P.S.2: I forgot to include other important details: the character who belongs to this criminal group or mafia and likes painting is blond; I remember that at one point he mentioned that his mother died. And that's why he went to live as a child with the family of the other boy (who I'm almost certain has black hair), who are rich, by the way, and I think the boy's father is also involved in something similar to the mafia. I also remember a scene from a panel where there was explicit torture and they were pulling out someone's fingernails, and that's all. I hope someone recognizes it and can tell me because I don't remember or finding it.😔

As the title says, I need help finding a Manhwa, or maybe it's not a Manhwa but I don't know. I saw the video on my TikTok fyp, I'm almost sure it was a Dark. BL because after watching it I fell down a rabbit hole and i saw too many videos about it, but here's the problem, that was like 5 years ago and I don't remember the name, the little I remember is that one of them was part of the mafia and also liked to paint, but I'm almost sure he painted with blood in a part, and the two main characters were in a situation that wasn't quite a relationship because they were very toxic with each other, but they were also obsessed with each other.

Aside from the sparse and inaccurate plot, I remember it was a hardcover book, so I don't think it's a manhwa, or if it is, it's American.

I'm sorry for being so vague, I only saw videos of the plot and some edits, but as I said, it was 5 years ago and I hardly remember anything anymore. I hope you can help me.

P.S.: I hope you understand, English isn't my first language