End of the road
Checking out early asked for advice/help and I just get ignored, none of the hotlines are picking up, there seems to be no help and I’m tired of trying. Even if there was help it doesn’t matter it will take too long for me to recover might as well do everyone a favor and delete myself. Sucks it came down to this but I don’t want to keep going life is hell on earth.
Edit: decided to turn my phone off and go for a walk and try to enjoy all the small things. Woke up today feeling better kind of accepting things for what they are. I’m still worried and nervous but I’m trying to keep a positive outlook. Everything will be fine best part about rock bottom is the only way from here is up. I appreciate y’all sharing your experiences and thank you for the kind words. I am good, I am safe.