(i forgot yesterdays memory jot mb) MEMORY(S) OF THE DAY(S)

(6/22/26)

So

I was cuddling with Elnina, her arms around my waist, her head at first on my shoulder, my I think my eyes were closed
^((I was only able to tell it was her specifically at first due to the softer touch in comparison to Laninos, but more was figured out later on))
But eventually she moved her hand to touch my face, but as her fingers ran over my lips, she stopped, and commented on how dry they were, which I quickly apologized, and she almost as quickly reassured me that it was alright, before saying she can help with that. She the, kissed me.
It was sweet, but not quick per sey. She did lick my lips which I was effectively caught off guard by, but I just let out a light chuckle when she then pulled away and put her head back on my shoulder

(5/14/26)

Elnina was eating cookies and she wouldnt share them with either me or Lanino lol

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u/X3nithThrU — 8 days ago
▲ 11 r/FictKinYumeSource+1 crossposts

(honestly the subreddits been slowly dying lately) MEMORY DUMP TIME

First, apologies for being inactive lately, i have a post planned that i have been procrastinating on, thus convincing myself i cant make any posts lol

but anyways, ima do (hopefully) daily memory jots :3

SO FIRSTLY, in February i had a memory that went something along the lines of

i kissed Elnina's forehead (jokingly) and Lanino almost killed me while i was laughing my ass off (based on journal entry)

and just earlier i had a follow up memory

so Lanino was chasing me after this and he eventually grabbed me by the wrist before pulling me towards him, i was still giggling, well, until he started stroking my jawline with his fingertips and telling me how bold that small kiss on Elnina was?? (but i think he was genuinely just trying to fluster me, that or it was more early into that aspect of the relationship) (active journal entry)

QUESTION: Does anyone else get follow ups to previous memories?

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u/X3nithThrU — 10 days ago

Listen to me professionally tweak out abt my weather sillies <3

I'm tagging this as a gushpost cus I'm professionally loosing it

(+ Its complicated cus I cant tell if my attraction to them is alterous anymore or if it's romantic someone please help me)

u/X3nithThrU — 22 days ago

IM SO HAPPY! PLUSHIESS!!!! (new deltarune merch of my sweethearts)

(theres also a plushie of me now but WHO CAREESSS ABOUT THAT???)

u/X3nithThrU — 26 days ago

IM OFFICALLY LOOSING IT!!!!

so about a week ago, i was looking at my pinterest dms and got one from.

A LANINO FICTIONKIN.
and holy shit they are so sweet, we have had a good amount of conversations and very yes.
and i was just on roblox with them and i think we both were slowly loosing our mindsss i dont think i have ever been happier. :3

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u/X3nithThrU — 1 month ago

Imagine this

So you are sitting in class, and one of the only classes you actually like even. Its almost the end of the day so your sort of zoning out.
and one minute you're sitting at your desk, holding your cheek on your hand
and the next you're in a make out session

WELL THAT HAPPENED TO ME DURING MY COMPUTER SCIENCE CLASS AND IT EFFECTED ME TILL THE DAY WAS OVER. DAMN YOU ELNINA >:| ^((jk i love you so much you absolute silly))

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u/X3nithThrU — 2 months ago

HOW DO I KEEP UP MY ROUXLS KAARDISM IN 60°F - 80°F WEATHER?!??!! 🥲😭🖐🏻

because if i dress like i do canonically, or other outfits like such, i will turn into a puddle :3 and its almost summer here and its already getting really hot

u/X3nithThrU — 2 months ago

AAAAAAAAAAA WHAT THE FUCK HOW THE HELL DO I MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY AND EMOTIONALLY AND PSYCHOLOGICALLY PROCESS THIS??!??!?!

SO! on 5/6, i was just minding my own business, doing my thing right? and my brain decided to pull the "ima be a little 𝒹𝑒𝓋𝒾𝑜𝓊𝓈 right now." card. And to put it bluntly.. well, i got a mem where Lanino kissed me on the lips.
CONTEXT: my relationship with Lanino and Elnina was NOT romantic, it was alterous (in between queerplatonic and romantic)
so, i was visibly caught off guard. i STILL dont know how to process this. Got a couple reactions from different friends however
Friend1: "GAYYYYYY"
Friend2: "you will get a mem of Elnina kissing you eventually. just you wait 😏"
Freind3: "so is the relationship platonic or romantic"- gurl idk, i make my own rules, the relationship is whatever the relationship is.

u/X3nithThrU — 2 months ago

Uhhhh.. Hello! :D

My name is Xenith or Rouxls and my pronouns are they/it/that/he. im glad i found this subreddit lol (14yrs old)

Agender - Aroace - currently in a polyam QPR

fun factsss:

Fictionkin (highest kin: Rouxls Kaard - Deltarune)

craft artist

moth enthusiast

beginner coder

theistic satanist

excessive Tally Hall + Miracle Musical listener

(insert cool things)

i dont know much about myself lol but heres my pronouns.cc
im open to any questions

u/X3nithThrU — 2 months ago