u/YkMiserable

Im a new employee and my co-worker and boss are very scary and mean. Im autistic and I need to be explained things at least twice and they seem so annoyed from it. I have work tomorrow and im not exactly sure what I do and I need someone to explain what you do in the meat department because I did have orientation but I forgot some of it but i know the main things but the girl training me constantly seems so annoyed that she has to train me and i just need help

So if someone can explain is simply what i do for morning meat department shifts that'd be amazing.

Ive studied job interview questions and always try and prepare for questions but they never come out the way I want them to and I always end up panicking. I speak so much with my hands and cant stand still and I feel like a mess. I just had an interview and I know I didnt get it cause after a couple questions I lots my confidence and after I left I started crying because there was so much pressure.

Ive volunteered as a server for over a year and I had the best time there, the staff loved me and so did the guests and the workers always asked "so when are we officially hiring you?" But then half of there workers got fired for reasons and I wasnt able to work there anymore.

Im living on my own and im struggling, relying on my boyfriend and I hate it so much but I cant figure out the interview part.

My mind cant grasp the whole "Were seeing this now but it took place billions of years ago" whats the science behind that? Please explain with caveman terms