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I got my wisdom teeth removed last week and they prescribed me hydrocodone for if pain gets to bad. Ive only taken it twice, and it works for its purpose, but the next day I am super stiff, in more pain except the extraction sight, and i essentially feel like i got hit by a bus. I looked it up and apparebtly taking it can make people who already have fibro more sensitive to pain? But my dentist said "well its a pain medication so it should help with your fibro anyway." So im wondering if anyone has experienced this cause im hella confused. Thank you on advance.

Hello all, Im not sure how to start because this genuinely upsets me so much.

So essentially I feel like i need to start over. When I started my path I was going through a lot. While the situations are not the same anymore I feel like ive lost my groove. In the last year ive been through 4 surgeries, multiple doctors visits, issues with my cats, isolated in the house for over 2 years due to medical issues, and trying to deal with my PTSD, depression, and a slew of other issues medically. I feel that my intuition is skewed, i feel like im purposefully misinterpreting signs without meaning to, and i genuinely feel so disconnected and that also includes the deities I worship/have worked with.

I feel like i need to start completely over, intuition want to take down my altar and see if I can find my way back again, but I feel super anxious, sad, and that im being disrespectful, but anytime I look over at my altar now I start feeling panic because I haven't done xy and z.

I guess my question is, is am I allowed to take down my altar and have a bit of a redo? How can I be respectful about it? Does this make me a bad person/pagan for doing this?

I know they are gods and have much better things to do than worry about one single follower taking a break, but I cant help but feel worried.

Thank you for reading.