Harassment
I live in deep southern rural Ontario. I get harassed so often just for being myself. I started a new part time job, I've only had 3 shifts, and I've been called slurs from people driving by, or made fun of when people walk by each time I walked home.
Yesterday on my way home two guys sitting on a bench freaked out when I passed them, made a huge scene and raised their voices, called me the t slur and threw a bottle of water at me
I have a disability and can't drive, but I don't feel safe walking around town. I tried calling the only taxi in town once, they pulled up to me and said they don't drive tslurs before speeding off
I can't afford to move and I dont know anyone who needs roommates.. I tried going back in the closet for a month, and while it was safer, it made me very dysphoric. I dress my age, I don't overdo my makeup, I've had laser, I've done voice training. I try to blend in, but despite that it's always been like Ive had a massive target on my back in this town since I started transitioning 2 years ago.
I just don't know what to do.