I reserved my spot last minute on a group climb and have bailed due to fear.
I’ve been wanting to climb Kilimanjaro for so long but recently it came back to surface and I become obsessed with booking but due to personal reasons it needed to be booked asap. I wanted to do it before September. Booked onto a climb that I need to fly for tomorrow and have bailed out due to fear of going alone, not being able to speak to loved ones due to signal and uncertainty whether I’m fit enough. I’ve been driving myself crazy- I don’t think I’m mentally prepared but will I ever be!?. I’m doing the three peaks second week of September and I’m wondering whether I should do that first to know whether I feel comfortable on the mountain. I’ve done it before but 7 years ago. I’ve been doing training but not mountain training just gym - stair master, runs, incline walks on treadmill. Has anyone else got this close to booking and bailed out due to fear? I’m worried if I don’t just get on and do it I’ll never do it.