I need help finishing this brew
I've been building budget commander decks for a while now and those go smoothly. But my budget tends to be sub 75 euro's. But this time i wanted to really challenge myself and get sub 50. this i have achieved, but i am not really that glad with what is happening when i goldfish with the deck. The deck is supposed to be a bracket 3 deck since that is what my table tends to play: https://moxfield.com/decks/oA2HhAGQQkaO9H1Y-X6TqA
The commander is [[Kaima, The Fractured Calm]] and he goads stuff that i have enchanted (somewhat similar to killian but he does it on every endstep and gets bigger for it). That last part is what has me worried. I have now a ton of protection in my deck cause i feel like if Kaima gets too big he is going to get super targeted out of the game. Which is exactly what i don't want since i need him to goad stuff. Not having acces to white also kinda stinks cause i don't have acces to strong enchantment recursion pieces. But mayby i am unaware of those in red or green (i am not that well known with gruul enchantress). I am considering dropping keeping the protection and possibly adding some counterdoublers/counter synergy stuff to make Kaima getting bigger a gameplan (now it was kinda here to win the 1v1 where goading doesn't work). Or should i look for a different angle?
All help is greatly appreciated!