IT IS EITHER YOU CLEARED THE EXAM OR YOU ARE A FAILURE .
it seriously aches my heart now life used to be so easy i was top of my class everyone had high hopes from me now I'm a sore loser in everyone's eyes . my parents think they have to do something now because i given up on myself [ i didn't ] . all they know is did i cleared neet exam or i failed they really really do not see what i sacrificed my sleep my passion my health my time my youth everything but for them its cleared or failed outcomes . it is really difficult when your parents are ready to spend money but don't know a jack about what you are going through for them i was gamble who didn't gave them their desired ROI all they see is i wasted my time and their money , they will never see i lost myself there I'm a husk now no soul but please atleast be a little compassionate I'm your own child , all i wished was giving glory and money I'll get after clearing this exam to you all i wanted to bring happiness to you through clearing this exam . never ever i wanted to waste your money or become a failure . I'm not able to distinguish between their worry for my future their anger for me being a failure
i failed my parents and myself i given everything till there is nothing left I'll except even though i can solve jee lvl question i wasn't able to remember concepts in long run . it really feels life has ended now this book has no more pages left to start anything new and I'm not strong enough to start a new book . all i can do now is keep my head down and slowly give them back of what they spent on me and quietly exit myself from their lives so they don't have to see me as a failure .