Relationship ended for the sake of Allah
As the title says, my ex and I broke up after 3 years for the sake of my deen. She was a non-muslim who reverted this ramadan and was genuinely seeking guidance just like I was. Throughout our relationship, we committed zina and more even though I was aware of the gravity of my actions, i let it continue. I lost my rizq, my values, and a sort of peace islam gave me prior to meeting her. She's not a bad person nor did she try to pull me away from my deen, it was all my doing. Im in my mid 20s and i have no wealth, nothing but debt. Ive learned my lesson the hard way and I should continue seeking forgiveness from Allah as I keep trying to fix what I've damaged. It is hard I cant lie, she was my best friend and we understood each other so effortlessly, it was this sort of incompatibility that ruined what would've been so beautiful but again, we sinned and God has created such an effortless opportunity for us to break up so easily. Whenever I've asked God for guidance, we always had some sort of conversation that would lead to ending what we had. Only a fool (me) would continue to ignore the signs for the sake of "pleasure". I've prioritized pleasure and i now have nothing. I cannot find an employment for the life of me, 500+ jobs applied to yet nothing. God has locked a door shut for me and I'm grateful that He still calls out to me after all the sins I've committed. This isn't gonna be easy but there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. I'll be forever grateful if you could take the time to make du'a for me. I miss God and praying felt extremely therapeutic today. May we all find the peace and happiness we deserve by the will of God.