I don't know what to do anymore
I honestly joined because i didn't know what else to do now and I honestly need a lot of reassurance and company because i don't think I can mentally deal with this anymore.
A year ago I started feeling some heavy discomfort down there and the worst itchiness of my life, i couldnt afford going to the doctor so i waited until i could and then the gyno said i had VB, she gave me medicarion for it and it didn't work (oral and vaginal) so she said to do a week more of that, when it didn't work as well she stopped replying to my texts.
Then I changed to another one that treated not only this but also my hormonal issue that i had with my period, she ran some test and turns out i had streptococco down there wich is a weird bacteria to have, she told me to take some different meds and oh wow it didn't work, at the end she blamed me and told me I must be the one doing smth wtong bc it was impossible for it not working
Then I changed to my last gyno, she helped me get away from the guilt and gave me the first ever treatment that worked for me and then i no longer had VB but a yeast infection, she said bc of the medication it was normal to happen and that we would deal with that and so we did, i took the medication but the green discharged came back again and when she ran some tests the lab said my flora was "normal" and that i didn't qualify for they to give me meds but the test did say i had "bsre nuclei". She did say too that the smell was not fishy but citric, and it was a mix of light yellow/green very very sticky like mocus.
At last she said she couldnt do more for me and in order for me to get better i had to do a laser treatment so my walls could get thicker and the bacteria and everything could be gone but i've spend so mych money on this i dont have any hope at all, i feel dirty, i feel awful no matter what i do, i am a virgin so i dont understand why this is happening to me, plus im dating someone rn and i really really want intimacy but im just so disgusted by the idea of me and so scared he'll think im dirty.
So far I've tried
Metronidazole, Miconazole, Lidocaine, Secnidazole, Clindamycin, Ketoconazole...
How can a test tell me i am okay if my discharge is abnormal? Please help:( This actually makes me just want to off me.
Also I've seen many of you guys just talking about low iron so I tried vitamins as well and now it isnt sticky but creamy/liquid... please help, i dont wanna struggke anymore, i want to start a normal sex life, I feel so trapped and just alone.
I still dont do the laser thing, its due to next week.