u/applune

I had an argument w someone on religion and i sent her a link to some misogynist text and.... she msged me that i made her cry and went to the point of threatning su*c*de saying that i called her father (shiv) this and that.... and she called me toxic coz 'idc' about her feeling and i made her hands shake and all, i kept telling her why is she blaming ME but yea im blocked rn.

NOW BRO TELL ME WHERE IS MY FAULT??

I'm kinda scared tbh

irony is crazzzyyyy 😍😍😍

Whenever I achieve smth celebration worthy, everyone around me starts praising god like its it who did this and not me?? I'm tired of this, every time I get good marks, or clear a exam, the first rxn of my mom is to go to temple to thank god?? She puts up these diyas on my name occasionally and claims its coz of them I got great marks, so i mean what about if i fail? Will she blame god? Ofc not!! Such a hypocrisy it is!!
She also thinks I have a pure soul and no karmic debt as god is always kind to me, that's a very weird thing to say imo, again as i said, what if i failed? Honestly if god exists, maybe he loves me coz i genuinely believe in helping the needy, and not on going to temple just to waste a glass of milk to put on a black stone.

Extra: I once told my mom "Won't it be better if we donated all the temple funds to a NGO instead of buying idols and furnishing the temple" and she blatantly told me to shutup, that god can't be compromised with, like srsly? All money, all politics, just for some idols to put flowers and food on, and yes why help ppl in need, these mud idols are more imp. I also once argues w her that the speaker's vol in this public temple should be lowered as its too loud!! I lit can't study that time, but acc to her its good coz its abt god! Such hypocrite ppl if a masjid's speaker was even half vol of this one they would file a FIR!!

My dad won't say it but he is a very patriarchal person with a fragile ego.

He frequently used to ask me to make tea for him EVERY time EVERYDAY like he doesn't have hands of his own (earlier he asked mom but they are not really on normal speaking terms anymore so i was the victim and still am tbh)

But anyways I used to say "ya i'll make it" and then rarely make it and mostly pretend to forget that I had to, coz he NEVER made tea on his own, infact if i made an excuse like "i'm studying rn" his mom would make tea for him (my grandma) like what a baby bro!!

One day tho he had enough of me and he started shouting on my mom (while i was sleeping) abt how she made her daughter that she can't even make tea, he said things like he is not respected in this house and what not, and she woke me up while crying and slapped me (imagine smone wake you up just to slap you-) Anyways he has been making his own tea ever since hah!!!

Now coming to present, my mom always makes me serve him food, infact he can't even take a spoon by himself. I have to give rotis, refill his curry, CALL HIM TO EAT OR ELSE HE WONT. I can not escape this setting even if i try, but today i did smth!! My mom and me were eating inside the room and he was eating in the hall, my mom told me to go check on him if he wants anymore roti, but i didn't bulge this time. I told her that im eating too and let me finish, she tried to persuade me and at the end stood up and went herself leaving her own food behind just to serve a mama's boy. Like why?? can't a grown ass man get his own chapattis from a 3 steps away kitchen?

She didn't scold me as she was in a good mood and laughed it off.

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Like how it has so many upvotes even when women are constantly commenting about OP's double standards? What do you think? I don't find it pick me coz ik how much I get taunted for being skinny, it has literally made me so much insecure i can't even speak in public as in my head i fear ppl might taunt me again.

I have seen women make content about how they love being curvy, and if someone made about being skinny how is it pick me?

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So ive honestly never been very good in english literature and hence this time too i got a 90/100, whats bugging me is that i'm going to give chem re exam and ik i will get 90+ (as I was not well during chem exam in boards) and then english will lower down my % as it will be the least in top4.

Should I give improvement? And if I do can I improve dractically in a month, as just 1-3 marks difference won't really be worth it for the efforts. Can I get like a 98-99 coz I have no clue how to prepare for it, ik my answer writing isn't the best but i really am clueless on how to improve..

Also can you provide any lit tips or books/resources that can be usefull?

I really feel like girls have more restrictions on these stuff (like personally I can't even tell openly in public what they did to me when they found out abt me having a bf)
I won't say all guys don't have chill parents, but I think if we see in majority than a girl child will face more consequences of this thing... or am I wrong?? I would love if you share your experience.

typo in title it should be *your