Why does my mother want me to hate her so bad
I honestly don’t know what she saw from her side because she hasn’t been responding to me. But I guess this might’ve happened because while my mom was washing my water bottle for school, I went to the kitchen sink to clean my cat’s bowl. She said, “I’m using the sink,” and I think I just left the kitchen and went to the bathroom to clean it. Maybe she took that as me getting mad?
I swear to God, I genuinely didn’t feel any type of way about it. I was and still am so confused because I genuinely didn’t think anything of it. I just left normally after that, said bye, and went on with my day.
I don’t know why the fuck she wants me to hate her so bad. I actually can’t. As I’m typing this I’m hiding in my school stall lol. I actually can’t, I don’t wanna live in that house. Does she want me to kill myself??? Probably she said it herself lol I fucking can’t. I don’t know anymore if Im allowed not to smile every time she says something or else she’ll take it as me having a bad attitude.