u/barbelle1221

When I was 22, I had to terminate a pregnancy in may 2004. I was devastated, but a few months later, I became pregnant again. I had my daughter march 2005.

May 24 2006 I was in a semi fatal I guess you can say, car accident on a major highway at very high speeds. me in my sports car and the other driver in a big box truck. When first responders arrived I was unconscious. I came to for a bit getting cut out of my car but placed on the gurney covered in a sheet and there was a lot of blood and I heard the other drive screaming “ oh my god, I killed her!”

Next thing I know I’m being told I was being administered a medication to basically paralyze me for the helicopter ride to the trauma hospital. everything was a blur. I remember certain moments of coming to and then nothing. One particular time of my blacking out, I was having a dream, or at least that’s how it felt. there were balloons all over and these charming little cottages with all cobblestone roads. i remember looking around very confused when someone grabbed my hand and I looked down to see a little girl standing there with long,curly, brown hair and brown eyes. she said she was waiting for me and to come with her because it was her birthday and I could walk there.

I looked at her and said hun I’m Not your mommy.( my first born daughter was blonde hair blue eyes)She said “you're so silly. Come on! Walk with me! You can walk here mommy”. I then woke up in a trauma room having a chest tube put in, hearing nurses screaming for type and cross( for blood transfusions) and realizing my clothes were cut off and blacking out again. When I finally woke up it was a week and multiple surgeries later and the Dr who got me off the helipad and the Dr that did the actual hip, pelvis, and acetabular column surgeries had both come in to tell me how lucky I was because I had flatlined numerous times. I was then told the extent of my injuries and that there was a good possibility that I may not WALK again and I couldn’t have anymore children due to the extensive internal injuries.

Fast forward a bit and i was actually able to walk again and also wound up having my son in 2009. I had my two kids. I was done. I beat the odds and managed to do both things I was told I couldn’t do. i Was still going to therapy for the PTSD where I had discussed this weird place I went to when I flatlined and described the little girl who almost haunted me at times. Then I remembered the termination I had in may and thought maybe it was the baby I never got to meet. Now there’s all this info in my medical records for years after my accident. Well…

fast forward again to 2016. I’m already older. My kids are basically grown not actually adults but very independent my son was almost 8 and my daughter 13. I had to go to the hospital because I wasn’t feeling right. This is when I found out I was pregnant. I then later found out I was having a baby girl and I gave birth in December 2017 to a beautiful baby girl with brown hair and like a not really brown brown but dark eyes. About 2 and a half years later her hair began to change until one day I looked at her and saw the child from when I flatlined standing in front of me. Long brown beautiful spiral curls, big round brown eyes and in that exact moment she smiled, held my hand, said “i love you mommy. Wanna go walk please”

Now my youngest and I live alone in an apartment in n a haunted house. It was a mansion but converted into a few studios but we have the largest unit and the only 2 bedroom. The fact that I was almost actually dead, and clearly my daughter was just waiting to come back to me, I feel that is the reason she is able to identify and talk to family members she has never met. Also why the orbs and activity in my house is because my daughter and I not only see and believe in the spirit world, but I’m pretty certain we have both been to this place.

FYI everything that I am saying, I have receipts for. A lot of it is in medical records which all were written up prior to 2017. I have pics of my kids I would just blur their faces. I will never post or tell a story where I don’t have proof of everything that I post. My daughter’s autism requires a good portion of my time so I have no time to be sitting around just making up stories.