Am I doing the right thing? (16)
I've had Mac since she was born, I literally held her minutes after she was born. Shes my little shadow and we've gone through so much together. She starting losing weight slowly and throwing up. At first randomly but then it started happening every month, every few weeks, to every week, to every day. She had gurgling in her stomach and dropped from 10 pounds to 5.5 pounds.
I had a feeling it was cancer but I hoped I was wrong. Well the results came back and it was cancer and she was given maximum 6 months but that was pushing it because of how bad her symptoms were. We put her on medication and she started gaining weight and doing better. I knew it would be only a matter of time and I always kept that in the back of my mind.
Shes randomly started throwing up again. She threw up this morning nothing but bile and she made a yell I've never heard her make and it automatically made me cry. She always acts normal afterwards and she did this time too, but I went to give her medication and I just started crying. She hid after and then fell asleep... I feel bad. She hates medication, shes throwing up and her stomachs on edge again. I emailed the vet to see when we can set a date but I find myself hesitating. I don't want her to suffer... Shes my little familiar, my baby bean, my bebe... I don't know. I'm just looking for advice.